ikadasui
Arcanist
- May 29, 2018
- 466
Living in poverty dictates everything! I've applied to tons of jobs and the constant rejection is crushing, and everyday at my current job I always stress that I'll be fired and truly fucked. The things I do are sometimes even humiliating, but I have no choice but to always be a "yes man". It's awful! I hate being a financial detriment on my mother and it truly feels like despite putting my best foot forward it's futile. I don't even need a lot just enough money to not need rent assistance and I'd be fine with my shitty other circumstances. Not happy mind you, but I'd be content enough to not want to end my shit. It's so depressing how much money dictates everything and since I'm fucking retarded and ugly I don't have a lot of options outside of min wage gutter jobs, and even they aren't handing these out anymore it's hopeless out here