Story Been giving “Life” another go

[bluesky1972-2019]

I've not been on here for a while. I have everything in place to CTB (SN, Primperan, Tagamet) but decided to give "Life" another go.
my views on CTB still have not changed, I believe it's everyone's right to do exactly what they want with their own life.
I guess I'm trying to say sometimes you find the inner strength to carry on a little longer. Nothing to lose attitude is good and especially knowing I can "check out" anytime if things get bad.
Love and peace to everyone on here at this time of year some find very difficult.

 

[ThingWithFeathers]

Awesome. Pat your back for having that courage to make a resolute choice to choose life despite having easy access to everything that can take life.

Here is the thing about life and death. It takes effort and a focussed action and determination to overcome survival instinct to kill oneself. But it isn't very hard to simply survive or just exist. Life can be synonymous to passage of time. It just happens on its on and then one day you die. That's it.

 

[Ark]

Kudos to you. It takes strength to CTB, but it also takes strength to live. I have the same respect for people that choose either. I hope it works out for you no matter where the road leads you. Stay strong in your conviction no matter what that conviction is.

 

[dandan]

After getting N and storing it in my fridge
I got adviced to take an hormone blood test
Results were of an old 150years old man
Now I inject once a week and feel fine
Twenty years went by with me feeling so bad
Shame for loosing so much life and some people say "better late than never", and they got that right.

 

[bluesky1972-2019]

Well I'm still here. Not sure life has or will get any better. Had a brief sort of relationship but she turned out not what I thought. Single again and wondering if I should have gone through with my plans last year. I just seem to be going around in circles. Can't really think how life could make me happy.

 

[bpdandme]

I've not been on here for a while. I have everything in place to CTB (SN, Primperan, Tagamet) but decided to give "Life" another go.
my views on CTB still have not changed, I believe it's everyone's right to do exactly what they want with their own life.
I guess I'm trying to say sometimes you find the inner strength to carry on a little longer. Nothing to lose attitude is good and especially knowing I can "check out" anytime if things get bad.
Love and peace to everyone on here at this time of year some find very difficult.

Amazing! I hope this strength continues and things get better for you, we are all here for you in any darkness. Keep it up!!

 

[UpandDownPrincess]

Terrific!

I'm glad you're feeling better and that life has been offering you a bit more good than bad. It takes strength to follow your heart and mind, wherever it leads.

Whatever your future path turns out to be, I hope you rock it.

 

[dandan]

Well I'm still here. Not sure life has or will get any better. Had a brief sort of relationship but she turned out not what I thought. Single again and wondering if I should have gone through with my plans last year. I just seem to be going around in circles. Can't really think how life could make me happy.

My last brief relationship kinda sucked hahaha
But I'll get another chance soon , I know
I am required to work on my job and my entrepreneur stuff

 

[Otter]

After getting N and storing it in my fridge
I got adviced to take an hormone blood test
Results were of an old 150years old man
Now I inject once a week and feel fine
Twenty years went by with me feeling so bad
Shame for loosing so much life and some people say "better late than never", and they got that right.

Wow! What a shame you didn't find out earlier, but so very glad you had a fix for what ailed you! Glad you shared as it might help somebody else see that sometimes, it is a physical thing. So happy for you and best wishes moving forward!