Dark days
Seeking peace
- Feb 11, 2020
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I understand, but never too late.I think it is a bit late, storm Jorge left us, a bit harder to make the death seem accidental without strong gusts...
I can relate. What are 'better options'?Before finding this site that was my plan to CTB, but now I have better options. The only other suicide resource I could find was lost all hope. What mainly worries me about Beachy Head is the patrols and being too paralyzed to actually do it.
SN, H2S (really hidden here for good reason) and CO (using chemicals). In that order. No luck with both night night and partial hanging I'm afraid.I can relate. What are 'better options'?
CTB stats are hard to find, as they don't want to encourage "copy cats." Closest stats I could find was one saying that officials found 10 bodies at the base of the cliff in a two week period in June.Hi, new to the forum☺
Are there any published figures on survival rates for Beachy Head?
I'm terrified that I will survive & end in a horrendous state. I know the best jump point is near the lighthouse, but just wanted to ask if anyone had any stats?
Looking for a female partner to 'ctb' with, & Beachy Head seems like a good bet, or is it?
Thanks☺❤
What do people think about Beachy Head?
I can relate. What are 'better options'?
Looking at this. I don't mind a female or male partner but there are lots of cliffs along that coast that don't have do-gooders that may be easier than Beachey Head.Hi, new to the forum☺
Are there any published figures on survival rates for Beachy Head?
I'm terrified that I will survive & end in a horrendous state. I know the best jump point is near the lighthouse, but just wanted to ask if anyone had any stats?
Looking for a female partner to 'ctb' with, & Beachy Head seems like a good bet, or is it?
Thanks☺❤
But inpatient mental health treatment is very poor here so I was only there 3 days in a room on my own and then released home
I wouldn't think jumping from Blackpool Tower is a good idea, as you will likely effect the lives of many if you decide to splat yourself onto the busy promenade. I mentioned the Tower purely as a height guide, not as a platform to jump.Anyone know what prevention is in place at Blackpool tower?
I see from Google that a couple of people have kept from the viewing balcony since 2018...
wow, you must feel so much better
thank goodness for the mental health services
I am curious as how they did it more than anything... I'm not traveling 4 hours hopping trains to pay to go up a tower to jump when I could just as easy jump in front of any of the 3 trains. To put it bluntly sorry. I understand if no one wants to respond incase of others reading that see it as an option. Thanks.I wouldn't think jumping from Blackpool Tower is a good idea, as you will likely effect the lives of many if you decide to splat yourself onto the busy promenade. I mentioned the Tower purely as a height guide, not as a platform to jump.
I know when you are suffering sometimes we want the world to know it, but you must try to remember your action could impact a lot of others if not planned right, especially children.
if you pick the correct time & spot, Beachy Head will likely involve no bystanders, and only the emergency services will need to see it.
Take Care❤
Are you disappointed?I travelled to beachy head to jump.
There were some things I didn't bank on however -
I got a one way train , there wasn't a bus running on the day I travelled and so I had to get a taxi. The. Taxi driver informed the Samaritans of a single female alone at beachy head. I wasn't crying / talking about my plan or anything so just being alone was enough....
I walked along to the spot where the light house is but was apprehended within minutes. Looking back I should have just run and jumped but I wanted to be sure of where I was jumping .
Police were called and in an attempt to get them away from me I left the cliff. Edge , walked a little way with them and attempted to run back and jump but was tackled to the ground and placed under a section 136.
Jumping isn't an issue for me - but I think at beachy head you have to just jump, just run and jump !
Are you disappointed?
I Love your avatar, very sweetI have been apprehended by police on a 136 too. It was not at beachy head even though I have been there.
I know the frustration and anger that it brings and the feeling that the hesitation robbed you of the chance to jump.
Don't be too hard on yourself, you were not to know the taxi driver would call the police. I think in the face of death we all have a moment of reflection and that's normal wether we are scared or not.
I remember stood there looking down,It was very surreal. Its a beautiful place to chose.
My question to police at the time was, did they believe it was their right and decision to stop me.?
To which the replied, its our duty of care!!
Hugs to you