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Departing. Goodbye
- Sep 11, 2022
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"Be thankful and everything will turn around. You will start to see the positive things." They said. How can I be thankful when everything is just hurting and painful. How can I be thankful when every time I wake up I just feel alone, lonely, depressed, felt left abandoned by everyone. How can I be thankful when my heart is broken, how can I be thankful when all I see is pain. How can I be thankful when I lost everything. How can be thankful when I don't even know who I am anymore. Hiw can I be thankful when I hold all my anger towards myself so that I cannot hurt anyone. How can I be thankful when I cannot forgive myself and I can no longer see myself in the future or even tomorrow. How can I be thankful when I am shouting for help but no one is extending their hands for help. How can I be thankful when all I can see is a man covered in his dirt, shame, and sins. How can I be thankful when the only thing that holding me together is also gone. How can I be thankful when I am down to the lowest and and have no more strength to stand up. How can I see the things I need to thank for when I cannot even look at myself anymore. I am tired, broken, depressed, abandoned, left behind, never cared for, forgotten. Hoping to end it all as soon as possible, probably I can be thankful if that moment came to me.