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Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
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Anyone have any reccomendations for whhat I should do as I rewcover and go back to the drawing board again?
 
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human909

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i'm not sure let me come back to you if i find some information
 
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Loaf of bread

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Mar 22, 2022
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I'm not sure if that would require hospitalization. Ideally one would want to avoid hospitals like the plague, because of the risk of being cast into psychiatry.

If one is feeling fine and can shrug it off no problem or without severe problems then stay home and take care. Perhaps treat it like a cold or flu? - stay home and take care of oneself until it gets better. If it doesnt or its too severe seek medical treatment immediately(note the psychiatric implication).

Oxycodone and alcohol both have hangover and withdrawl symptoms, so keep that in mind. and think about the implications. Make sure that is dealt with if possible

@Kyotospade are you gradually feeling better or worse? If worse that could be a concern. Also how long did you take it and fall unconscious? Could you provide more information in general? (You don't have to)

Note I am not a medical professional, I know nothing so take all I have written with a large grain of salt.

Sorry you are suffering, sending hugs. I wish you the best in recovering from overdose.
 
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Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
486
i'm not sure let me come back to you if i find some information
Thanks 😄
That's realistically unlikely to be successful.
I realize this now
I'm not sure if that would require hospitalization. Ideally one would want to avoid hospitals like the plague, because of the risk of being cast into psychiatry.

If one is feeling fine and can shrug it off no problem or without severe problems then stay home and take care. Perhaps treat it like a cold or flu? - stay home and take care of oneself until it gets better. If it doesnt or its too severe seek medical treatment immediately(note the psychiatric implication).

Oxycodone and alcohol both have hangover and withdrawl symptoms, so keep that in mind. and think about the implications. Make sure that is dealt with if possible

@Kyotospade are you gradually feeling better or worse? If worse that could be a concern. Also how long did you take it and fall unconscious? Could you provide more information in general? (You don't have to)

Note I am not a medical professional, I know nothing so take all I have written with a large grain of salt.

Sorry you are suffering, sending hugs. I wish you the best in recovering from overdose.
I'm doing alright , just suicidal and sick . Brain isn't functioning properlyy
 
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maniac116

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My advice would be: DONT TRY THAT AGAIN!!
Its a waste of drugs & alcohol.
I'm glad you're OK & hope you didn't get any organ damage. Please read the thread on "non methods that shouldn't be tried". 🤗🤗🤗🌹💔
 
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Pulling a Sangwoo

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Jan 11, 2025
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Anyone have any reccomendations for whhat I should do as I rewcover and go back to the drawing board again?
I overdosed on Olanzapine before and I remember going to the toilet straight after to try and throw it up because I instantly felt dizzy and numb and then I just collapsed and woke up in hospital. The first 2 days I had to learn how to walk properly because every time I tried to walk i would lose my balance and fall over lmao it was kinda funny tbh but I recovered fast. Just spend the first week resting. I couldnt think of suicide for about 2 weeks bc it wasnt a fun experince I would say take some time off theres nothing more to it
 
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Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
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I overdosed on Olanzapine before and I remember going to the toilet straight after to try and throw it up because I instantly felt dizzy and numb and then I just collapsed and woke up in hospital. The first 2 days I had to learn how to walk properly because every time I tried to walk i would lose my balance and fall over lmao it was kinda funny tbh but I recovered fast. Just spend the first week resting. I couldnt think of suicide for about 2 weeks bc it wasnt a fun experince I would say take some time off theres nothing more to it
I took 3000mg of benadryl once , almost died ... but anyways I experienced the same thing . Walking was so difficult unless I had a wall to prop myself up on.
I overdosed on Olanzapine before and I remember going to the toilet straight after to try and throw it up because I instantly felt dizzy and numb and then I just collapsed and woke up in hospital. The first 2 days I had to learn how to walk properly because every time I tried to walk i would lose my balance and fall over lmao it was kinda funny tbh but I recovered fast. Just spend the first week resting. I couldnt think of suicide for about 2 weeks bc it wasnt a fun experince I would say take some time off theres nothing more to it
I took 3000mg of benadryl once , almost died ... but anyways I experienced the same thing . Walking was so difficult unless I had a wall to prop myself up on.
My advice would be: DONT TRY THAT AGAIN!!
Its a waste of drugs & alcohol.
I'm glad you're OK & hope you didn't get any organ damage. Please read the thread on "non methods that shouldn't be tried". 🤗🤗🤗🌹💔
It wasn't originally a attempt.... I just did it without thinking
 
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Mar 22, 2022
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It wasn't originally a attempt.... I just did it without thinking
Is impulsive actions a regular problem for you? Try to control your impulses if you can, bad things could happen

I hope you are recovering well
 
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maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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No judgment but oxy & alcohol are more prone to organ damage than death, unless you take a heroic oxy dose.
I would suggest taking your time & rethinking methods.
Maybe look through the megathreads. I'm glad youre OK.
ODs have around 95% failure rate 🤗🌹💔
 
Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
486
I wouldn't reccomend it as a method I was manic and made a bad decision. Ctb with a od is always painful and not worth it.
 
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ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
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Glad to know you don't appear to be severely unwell. I understand feeling the impulse to just, not necessarily die but just rest, turn off the brain for a while.

Take your time to just relax as much as you can, treat yourself as when you're sick.

You don't need to answer if you don't want to but, was it scary during the OD? Do you think you'll be emotionally okay from the experience? I have no idea what it is like. Wish you well, take it slow for a while ❤🫂
 
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Blueberry Panic

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
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Glad to know you don't appear to be severely unwell. I understand feeling the impulse to just, not necessarily die but just rest, turn off the brain for a while.

Take your time to just relax as much as you can, treat yourself as when you're sick.

You don't need to answer if you don't want to but, was it scary during the OD? Do you think you'll be emotionally okay from the experience? I have no idea what it is like. Wish you well, take it slow for a while ❤🫂
This was a few weeks ago and I'm alright now , we'll as alright as I can be . Thank you for being so kind
 
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Bert2233

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Feb 7, 2025
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I wouldn't reccomend it as a method I was manic and made a bad decision. Ctb with a od is always painful and not worth it.
Thank you for sharing. It made me rethink. I have a neurological condition ive been fighting for 3 years and need to figure out something before im paralyzed and cant do anything. I have 600mg oxy amd 75mg ativan but now i think i will try to find another way
 
Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
486
Thank you for sharing. It made me rethink. I have a neurological condition ive been fighting for 3 years and need to figure out something before im paralyzed and cant do anything. I have 600mg oxy amd 75mg ativan but now i think i will try to find another way
I wish you luck hun
 

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