GroundControl
Can you hear me, Major Tom?
- Feb 3, 2024
- 40
My stepfather recently broke the news that doctors have found 6 "nodules" in his lungs - 10-15 mm - that are causing him lots of pain. Most likely some form of cancer - it runs in his family and he's been smoking for over 40 years. I have been making plans to CTB recently and now I'm teetering on whether or not to go through with them for my mother's sake. I still don't think I can take life much longer, but I'm faced with the dilemma of being a selfish bastard if I go through with it. Though, tbf, most of my family would call me selfish regardless.
I'm so tired.
I'm so tired.