Bad mother fucks you up forever

[Parnate]

Back in the 90s when I grew up, my mother was the primary caregiver. Both the parents worked but mother also did the chores at home. Father wasn't abusive but neglectful.
My mother asked me to help her out at small tasks ans I did try, but she had so many set of rules for cleaning and religious superstitions that I made mistakes most of the time while doing the chores and that would start the shouting, yelling ,beating and cursing. It happened so frequently that, those are the only memories I have. All this has seriously fucked me up.
I feel I am damaged beyond repair.

 

[Topaz111]

It is the most horrible and unfair thing in the world that we cannot choose who we get born to and who our parents will be. The first years of our life are so fragile, so important, if a caregiver is abusive or neglectful it really does mess you up for life. I'm sorry you got unlucky with this too, all abused children deserve so much better