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Idontmatter
Just want it all to be over
- Oct 25, 2021
- 647
Today has been horrible. Woke up exhausted mentally and physically. I went to work but ended up leaving early today. I just couldn't concentrate. I don't know if I can make it to July. I can't do this anymore. Guilt, sadness, all these emotions hitting me. I keep looking at my sn thinking about how it's going to feel the day I finally drink the sn. I'm ready to go. I just want to stop being a burden on everyone and go. My husband is worried about me so now I'm just lying and saying I'll be fine. I've given up on medications and therapy because none of that works. I give up. Sorry- had to vent today.