willitpass
Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
- Mar 10, 2020
- 2,669
i haven't posted in several months. i ordered SN from A back in may and was planning on taking it in late june but my friends informed my family of my plans bc i was stupid enough to tell them. i was hospitalized for a week back in july and after that i decided to give recovery another chance. but i'm falling again. i've been in therapy since i was a little girl. i've been depressed since i was 10. i've tried recovery so many times and i always seem to end up back here, waiting to catch the bus. i plan on ordering SN again soon. this time i will be more careful. i never want to make it to 2021. fuck this. i'm tired of getting hopeful about recovery only to end up here again