Venting back to shit

[rikamonie]

well things didnt work out yet again, but this time suprisingly wasnt my fault and there was nothing i could've done

i did everything i could to fix myself, be a better person but it all just got blown back in my face by someone who doesnt give a shit that im trying my best

i cant deal with being treated that way, iv given up, i never had a chance at being happy what a stupid thought, theres nothing i can do anymore, all hope i had left is gone since i thought i can fix things but if the other person isnt bothered anymore then what can i do

im left here now with my original plan to CTB being all i have left haha life really never wanted me to be happy

 

[Angina]

I'm sorry to hear that. I've also tried to do my best and give life a chance with similar results to yours.