Angst Filled Fuck Up
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- Sep 9, 2018
- 2,937
I drove for Uber in the past and I am about to start again. I have bought a cheap car that is nothing to write home about but it will get people from A to B.
This time around I am feeling anxious about it. I have spent the better part of the last two years just sitting around and giving in to my fatigue and depression. I am feeling overwhelmed just getting my car sorted out with the right papers, not to mention it needs a little work before it will pass inspection.
Not really sure why I'm writing this. I guess I feel like I need to get my shit together a bit more, but I have no real motivation to do so and I am already kind of poor from trying to get this car on the road. I will have to spend another $800 or so before it's even ready.
It feels difficult taking all these steps and parting with the cash only to have to work, which I don't really want to do to begin with. I also feel like my social skills are crap and that I'm rusty talking to people. I'm getting older and feel out of touch with the college kids I'll likely be driving around.
This time around I am feeling anxious about it. I have spent the better part of the last two years just sitting around and giving in to my fatigue and depression. I am feeling overwhelmed just getting my car sorted out with the right papers, not to mention it needs a little work before it will pass inspection.
Not really sure why I'm writing this. I guess I feel like I need to get my shit together a bit more, but I have no real motivation to do so and I am already kind of poor from trying to get this car on the road. I will have to spend another $800 or so before it's even ready.
It feels difficult taking all these steps and parting with the cash only to have to work, which I don't really want to do to begin with. I also feel like my social skills are crap and that I'm rusty talking to people. I'm getting older and feel out of touch with the college kids I'll likely be driving around.