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LittleJem
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- Jul 3, 2019
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Hi all, I'd value your thoughts or experiences on Ayahuasca for depression... I have one of the main ingredients for Ayahuasca (Caapi) as I read it was good for depression by itself...I tried brewing it, evaporated it by mistake and not sure it did anything for me. My bf is more scientific, so I am going to get a second ingredient containing DMT and homebrew. I have been tempted in desperation to drink Aya again, but the "retreats" are so expensive, I think just trying it at home is worth a shot.
Last time I drank Aya, it was with a Shaman in Spain. It cured my (lifelong) self-hatred, but the wanting to die stayed with me. It also gave me a crazy vision of marrying my soon to be ex husband. I believed in the vision for years, through a difficult marriage, and now those beliefs are no more. So if I drink again, I will hope to believe nothing
I am tired of hallucinating, but want to try this again for depression.
Any thoughts and experiences very valued, thank you
Last time I drank Aya, it was with a Shaman in Spain. It cured my (lifelong) self-hatred, but the wanting to die stayed with me. It also gave me a crazy vision of marrying my soon to be ex husband. I believed in the vision for years, through a difficult marriage, and now those beliefs are no more. So if I drink again, I will hope to believe nothing
I am tired of hallucinating, but want to try this again for depression.
Any thoughts and experiences very valued, thank you