Had an awful day. Awful. I try to go out and I see my dad and uncles I haven't seen for years and they make fun of me. And now my eating disorder is triggered. I'm already told I'm too skinny as it is and my uncle had to make me feel worse because a photo my cousin took of me he didn't even wait until I was ready and they started saying very nasty things about my clothes. Everyday is bad too, I have no one to talk to how I am feeling and I don't really have a good direction in my life. I'm just in tears and they have to make fun when I'm already struggling as it is. I try stay positive and now I think why even try?
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 37,138
I'm sorry that things are this bad. People are just so cruel. Everyday is horrible for me as well. I understand it is hard to carry on when you are struggling. I wish you the best.
Risperdead
Agenda 2030 Sustainable Death
- Jul 20, 2021
- 49
no offense bud, but you have to realize that most humans are selfish full of shit meatbags. they dont care. the movie idiocracy doesnt get it right, its worse. you are a great being as you are! they make fun of you to make themself look better, above you, as they dont know how to behave right in situation.
you are not alone in having no one to talk to! beyond that, as a targeted individual i experience gangstalking, noise campaigns and very painful directed energy weapon attacks to name just a few aspects of this 24/7 torture program. hopefully this will help you to understand how fucked life can be and get another view of your own and its direction. i guess its not that bad and youre actually on the right track just lack a person who support you and give you positive feedback. keep your head up and grab some good food eleanorhere. most of humanity is about to die soon in "the great culling" and of shitty fude = codex alimentarius .
have a nice day!!!
you are not alone in having no one to talk to! beyond that, as a targeted individual i experience gangstalking, noise campaigns and very painful directed energy weapon attacks to name just a few aspects of this 24/7 torture program. hopefully this will help you to understand how fucked life can be and get another view of your own and its direction. i guess its not that bad and youre actually on the right track just lack a person who support you and give you positive feedback. keep your head up and grab some good food eleanorhere. most of humanity is about to die soon in "the great culling" and of shitty fude = codex alimentarius .
have a nice day!!!WTF: Do not derail this thread. Sounds a bit like conspiracy theory.
I am really sorry for you OP. I have an eating disorder too and a lot of other illnessses too.
LIfe can really suck.
I'm sorry you have that too. Yeah at the minute I have no one to talk to except people online who say I'm here and then just go. I'm feeling very depressed and I try and help myself and just get rude comments by family haven't seen for years. Have had enough my life feels very lonely and I don't know what to do, I'm scared if I go out more people will hate me
My family is shit too, Now they care after they made me a wreck. But over a decade I was severly mistreated as a childb by them which destroyed my brain. Fuck life!
Hi, do you have some friends or people you can talk about it (sorry for my English)?
No. I have no friends, only people online who disappear on me or who don't really care. I have no one in real life I can talk to except my parents who won't help me and are happy with their own lives. I'm alone and they expect me to be too. I am really struggling.
That's awful, I know how that feels. I really do.
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