Awake a 3:15 am

[Final Escape]

This sucks. I've been waking up too early lol! Going to bed too early. I get evening depression, I still don't have all the hormones I'm supposed to take. There's a couple additional ones. Progesterone and a blocker to prevent testosterone from turning into estrogen. Though I don't think the lack of these is going to make an enormous difference that I still feel like I wish I didn't exist. It sure helps to feel better functionally but I'm still dealing with a terrible life outcome.

 

[Lils]

i have been suffering from insomnia for years now. noting helps. what a life. i dont even have the luxury of a brief escape

 

[Broken Chimera]

I started having insomnia a few months back. I can't sleep before 3 most nights, but now I wake up early, like 7/8. Almost like I don't need sleep.

 

[Tempeste]

I don't sleep much at all. Too jumpy at things outside. Too on guard.

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