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MyChoiceToLeave

Psychiatry Destroyed My Life
Jul 4, 2020
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I have total insomnia again plus more brain damage than ever and don't want to get put in another psych ward and pumped full of more meds that don't even work anymore. I see August 2021 PPH is the latest and I was wondering if anyone had it. I'd like to finally exit via N instead of the creepy bottle of SN that sits in my room. Thanks.
 
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HopelessFight

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Jan 31, 2021
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This version of the PPH is not available here yet. However, in the resources topic you can find a link to the March 2021 edition, which includes the contact details of D (named "B" in the book), the only supplier who's considered legit and reliable at the moment.
 
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checkouttime

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one of the moderators posted this on her page

RainAndSadness
If you have any questions regarding the resources, feel free to message me. I'll look into the PPH and see if there is enough substantial change that would justify the enormous work to upload the new edition. I'm not going anywhere, SS is my home and I'll stay with you to the end. I hope I can find enough energy soon to get involved more into the community again in the foreseeable future. I appreciate the support, y'all. Thanks.
 
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RainAndSadness

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Jun 12, 2018
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I've uploaded the most recent PPH edition from August a few hours ago. If you have any questions, let me know.
 
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Aug 3, 2021
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I've uploaded the most recent PPH edition from August a few hours ago. If you have any questions, let me know.
Thank you for uploading the PPH August 21 edition. It was reassuring to see that the email address I had for D matches!
 
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peacefulhorizons

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Dec 31, 2019
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Thanks for uploading : )

Looks like references of A and D selling Dolethal have finally been removed so I guess we can assume that it's going to be the business as usual 6.5g/100ml for the near future.
 
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HopelessFight

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I've uploaded the most recent PPH edition from August a few hours ago. If you have any questions, let me know.
Thank you very much! This format (2 pages at once) makes it also much easier to find what you're looking for.

Good to see that they also finally mentioned B = D, although not very explicit yet.

About Dolethal: I've recently contacted D and asked about it. He is not selling it at the moment because, according to him, it's currently not being manufactured due to the pandemic. If he gets his hands on it in the future, he will be selling it again, but he cannot say if and when that will happen.
 
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Thank you very much! This format (2 pages at once) makes it also much easier to find what you're looking for.

Good to see that they also finally mentioned B = D, although not very explicit yet.

About Dolethal: I've recently contacted D and asked about it. He is not selling it at the moment because, according to him, it's currently not being manufactured due to the pandemic. If he gets his hands on it in the future, he will be selling it again, but he cannot say if and when that will happen.
That's what I've heard about Dolethal as well. Seems like an odd decision to stop manufacturing it as I'm sure the number of animals needing to be euthanized stays somewhat constant pandemic or not. Maybe it's a supply chain issue as there is/was a vet N shortage in the U.S.

Seems odd we haven't had a powdered N source since last summer/fall. Historically, there's been a Chinese powdered source avaialable at least for a period of time once a year (C, B, J, and so on). I wonder what the Chinese druglords are up to lol. I'm sure that A and D can attest that selling N is a good business :ahhha:
 
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Killing yourself to live.
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I've uploaded the most recent PPH edition from August a few hours ago. If you have any questions, let me know.
Did you upload it at the ressources section? I can only see the March version there.
 
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checkouttime

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I've uploaded the most recent PPH edition from August a few hours ago. If you have any questions, let me know.

I guess there's no more confusion over whats in the pph anymore as we have the most upto date version, thanks so much for this.
 
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archipelago

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Jun 27, 2021
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I've uploaded the most recent PPH edition from August a few hours ago. If you have any questions, let me know.
thank you so much. ive been reading through it and was wondering if you or anyone else has the data of sn deaths that is mentioned on p 116

thanks again
 
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FML@2021

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Jan 14, 2021
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I tried downloading the August 2021 PPH but I'm getting a message that the file is no longer available. Is anyone else having the same issue?
 
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The August 2021 link in the Suicide Resources Compilation thread says the file doesn't exist. And the most recent file in the Wiki is for March.
 
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juraviel

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Aug 11, 2021
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that entire topic is not exactly up-to-date. someone needs to do a little better job if im being honest. im gonna attach the book to my post, hope it's not against the rules or anything (i downloaded it from that same thread few days ago when it was still up, same exact file)

//ok looks like that failed..
Code:
https://anonfiles.com/b7y6c0C9u6/PPH_August_Edition_pdf
 
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FML@2021

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Jan 14, 2021
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Thanks for trying. @RainAndSadness - i know it's a huge pain in the ass to upload the most current pph and i'm so incredibly grateful to you for taking the time out of your busy schedule to keep the pph updated. If you have time and its not too much trouble, could you please upload the august 2021 version again. Your upoads are the only ones I trust. Thanks so much. xo
I've uploaded the most recent PPH edition from August a few hours ago. If you have any questions, let me know.
Hi RainAndSadness - hope you're doing ok. If you have the time and it's not too much of an inconvenience, could I bother you to send me the most recent contact info for A and D/B? Thanks so much xo
 
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RainAndSadness

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Jun 12, 2018
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As explained in this thread, the files have been taken down due to copyright infringement. I'll see if I can find a solution to this issue. Once I did, I'll re-upload the PPH and update this thread with the correct links.

In the meantime, there is this link from @juraviel. I've checked the file and it contains the correct email addresses of both A and D. In case of uncertainty and if you have any questions regarding the validity of email addresses, feel free to message me. I'll help out.

Hi RainAndSadness - hope you're doing ok. If you have the time and it's not too much of an inconvenience, could I bother you to send me the most recent contact info for A and D/B? Thanks so much xo

Sure, I've sent you a PM.
 
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