Cyagangy

Cyagangy

We ball to the grave
Apr 27, 2024
79
At this point I might be the biggest Night-Night defender out there but I managed to get some help from a friend in tying down the damn ratchet. Now I can properly attempt it. If I don't post anything for 2 days then I succeeded but if I survive this one then I'm really just going to quit it and take it as a sign that this really just isn't it.
 
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fleetingnight

fleetingnight

incapable of shutting up
May 2, 2024
570
I'm sorry you've been struggling for so long. Good luck with everything šŸ«‚
 
Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
659
I wish you all the best.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
Cyagangy

Cyagangy

We ball to the grave
Apr 27, 2024
79
Failed again. Fuck it I'll just live atp, not even worth retrying and retrying if I will wake up again.
 
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Cyagangy

Cyagangy

We ball to the grave
Apr 27, 2024
79
This feels like gambling but I might try partial hanging tonight instead with the night night bags on my neck arteries. I have a loft bed and a small couch under it to support my weight and hopefully get me to go unconscious. The only unfortunate part about this method is I can be easily saved and if I fail then I might be taken to a hospital and be forced to get "mental help" which I am against for my own self. This might be my actual last try because I keep having a "final day" for the past 3 nights.
 
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