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NoReasonToLive2023

Change and decay in all around I see
Jun 4, 2023
62
Right now I am at the place where I plan to jump if things don't go well over the next few weeks.

It's calm and peaceful and the scenery is lovely on this sunny day.

I just hope that nobody walks by when I'm mounting the wall. I really don't want to get caught and stopped. Or have someone actually witness me jumping.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,862
The jumping method sounds terrifying to me, those who attempt certainly are so courageous. I envy those with the courage for this method and who also have a high enough place to jump from as they have a way to set themselves free from this existence. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
you're so brave to want to attempt jumping! is it a busy road?
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
I wish you all the best when it comes to you completing ctb and I hope you will be at eternal peace.
 
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NoReasonToLive2023

Change and decay in all around I see
Jun 4, 2023
62
you're so brave to want to attempt jumping! is it a busy road?
It's an old railway viaduct and I will be jumping down onto a concrete path. There were quite a few people on the viaduct today, but hopefully it will be quiet when I CTB.
 
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90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
It's an old railway viaduct and I will be jumping down onto a concrete path. There were quite a few people on the viaduct today, but hopefully it will be quiet when I CTB.
perhaps there is a time of day when the viaduct is less busy.
 
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NoReasonToLive2023

Change and decay in all around I see
Jun 4, 2023
62
perhaps there is a time of day when the viaduct is less busy.
Quite possibly the middle of the day, because most people are at work?
 
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Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
531
How high is it?
 
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Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
531
Do you know the rate of success to CTB there? 113 feet doesn't sound that high. It's highly likely you will survive but be disabled.
 
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NoReasonToLive2023

Change and decay in all around I see
Jun 4, 2023
62
Do you know the rate of success to CTB there? 113 feet doesn't sound that high. It's highly likely you will survive but be disabled.
All I can find are 2 reports of successful CTBs.
 

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