LongSeason
Member
- Dec 14, 2018
- 83
I don't even know if they care anymore so inside my head come thoughts like "Yeah, you should just make them hate you so you'll finally have a good reason to end your damn life"
We have had so many great moments together, but lately we've been arguing more and more and it feels like it's never going to stop.
I'm fucking tired of being the only one to suffer from all this, I just want to cut our friendship, even with my best friend, even if I love her to death.
I know I would end up more depressed than what I already am but maybe that will finally be enough to make me kill myself once and for all.
We have had so many great moments together, but lately we've been arguing more and more and it feels like it's never going to stop.
I'm fucking tired of being the only one to suffer from all this, I just want to cut our friendship, even with my best friend, even if I love her to death.
I know I would end up more depressed than what I already am but maybe that will finally be enough to make me kill myself once and for all.
