at least I know the person closest to me won't miss me

[kunikuzushi]

I wonder if there's anything worse than being told you've never been missed by the person you love the most. i told him "i missed you" once about 8 months ago and he said "thank you." after that i never said it again. well today i was crying about how he doesn't want to be with me as much as i want to be with him. and i brought up that time. and he said "i guess something's wrong with me because I've never missed anyone." kind of worse than being told he doesn't love me. i don't know.

at least i know he won't miss me when i ctb soon. i can't believe i worried about how he would feel. bro don't even miss me

 

[catsalvation]

I'm sorry. My ex BF dumped and ghosted me last year abruptly, and since then he genuinely doesn't care about what happens to me anymore. And I won't be missed by anyone else either. Which I'm sad about, but in the other hand at least I don't have to worry. I mean I couldn't CTB if someone was dependent on me, e.g. elderly relatives, or children. I'm free to leave.