Assuming your situation is degrading nd hopless, and knowing suicide is not so evident and easy to achieve or go through...

[Ineedtodie]

What would it take(what does count the most to you) to change your mind and consider following through at least an other scenerio other than ctb? Answer honestly.

 

[theboy]

for example, having a car accident. If I manage to survive, maybe I would see life in a different way.

In short, it would take a very strong event for me to totally change my mind.

 

[Ineedtodie]

for example, having a car accident. If I manage to survive, maybe I would see life in a different way.

In short, it would take a very strong event for me to totally change my mind.

I get it a very strong event. But Kinda ironic others here would dream of dying in a car accident and not survive.

 

[theboy]

I get it a very strong event. But Kinda ironic others here would dream of dying in a car accident and not survive.

I mean, if I die in the accident, great!

 

[tyasma]

Lots of money and social/family support. Basically being invested in/helped to get better (in a honest way). I have a little bit of both, if I'm being honest (or maybe it's just my morning copium/hopium). We'll see if it's enough for me not to kill myself short or long-term.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing could ever make me wish to stay here no matter what. I believe that in my case I would always be suicidal as I despise life in every single way possible, having to carry the burden that is existence is such a painful and pointless thing, it's a form of torture. To die is the ideal solution as it solves the real problem which is life itself. I want nothing to do with life as life is something disturbing, it's the cause of all problems and pain and being trapped here is certainly very tiring.

The way I am, I'm simply not compatible with life. So all my remaining days will be spent wishing for non existence, it's the most unfair thing how suicide is this complicated and risky. The difficulty of suicide is basically why I still exist, existing could never be desirable in any way, of course if I had N I would be long gone.

 

[Ineedtodie]

Lots of money and social/family support. Basically being invested in/helped to get better (in a honest way). I have a little bit of both, if I'm being honest (or maybe it's just my morning copium/hopium). We'll see if it's enough for me not to kill myself short or long-term.

Sound honest to me, especially if you make smth stable out of it. I would think life might be more fair to you in the long run. I think maybe all of us might have a shot if those two element collide in an honest way( support nd money). Other ingredients might help too but without those two, it can be overwhelming. Hope factors adds up for you nd it will be enough to avoid ctb.

 

[Sad_Sack]

It would take my health and cognitive issues to resolve. That's it.

 

[Ineedtodie]

i would like to start my small own coffeeshop, thou I" m drugging mysef no numbess. Lets see what psychiatrist has to saye abt that. I Don't any other options . Please enlightened me.
This road wont last long anyway.

 

[Himalayan]

Cool job, maybe? At least that's what I would need in order to continue not considering Ctb.

 

[Wannagonow]

There is nothing that could divert me from my path to ctb. I thought about throwing something out there that in a fantasy world would make me think differently- but nope.

 

[sevenkarmas]

Life is unbearable for me right now because I'm stuck here. Alone. My wife's actions have destroyed our financial security. I work at a job I hate and generates anxiety but it pays well. I'm at an age that, as the meme goes, I'll never financially recover. Money would go a long way. Right now I distract myself with 70 hours a week of work, and binge watch television/movies I've watched several times (much like Elvis, I need the noise). If I had the financial ability, I would quit my current job, buy a small RV (Class B) and travel around the US, visiting and blogging about obscure parks, monuments, eateries, etc. I enjoy driving. When the family first left, I made driving trips to Las Vegas (pre-planned) and to a National Park that is roughly 1800 miles from my home. I still was dealing with the grief of them leaving, but driving helped clear my head for a while.