Unfortunately, it's not so easy. I live alone, I have no kids, no friends, only old parents as family but they are not with me. I lost wy wife from a brain cancer in 2006, and even if I had a girlfriend next, I always felt depressed and had treatment since then. Last year, at the end of December, my girlfriend went far away to start a new life without me. Since then, I'm into despair, 5 weeks in psychiatric hospital at the beginning of the year, failed suicide in April ang again 5 weeks in psychiatric hospital. It changes absolutely nothing. I can't stand this life. I take antidepressors and benzos since I was 21 years old and I'm now 52. My old parents (my only family) understand my sufferings and would accept and support my decision to go to Switzerland for assisted suicide. But Dignitas clearly answered me that I won't have the green light.