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despairbrownb
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- Feb 7, 2022
- 5
Hello guys,
I'd like to ask your kind assistance if you can help me in any non prescription drugs to go with the SN method? So that I'll be able to absorb the SN without vomiting and with minimal pain. I want my suicide to be as peaceful as possible. I have access to a supplier of SN in the Philippines, but I don't know if any of the drugs recommended by this forum are available to me without prescription. I am so done with myself. I couldn't bear the agony anymore. I am so hurt and depressed right now. The world has been very unkind to me. My parents are planning for a vacation abroad in two months and I figured this is the perfect time to do it, and it's really frustrating that I'll have to wait 2 more agonizing and painful months before I can do this. I want it to be as quick as possible.
I am 32 years old right now, and my weight is about 140-150 lbs I think. If there is a God, I pray and beg for His forgiveness and understanding that I couldn't go on anymore. I don't want to suffer for the rest of my life. I really wish reincarnation is real. If it is indeed real, I wish God will be kind to me in my next life, or at least I'm normal and won't suffer from various mental illnesses, or if I indeed will suffer from a mental illness again, I wish my parents would be more understanding and that our family would be better off financially so we can afford my necessary meds.
I'd like to ask your kind assistance if you can help me in any non prescription drugs to go with the SN method? So that I'll be able to absorb the SN without vomiting and with minimal pain. I want my suicide to be as peaceful as possible. I have access to a supplier of SN in the Philippines, but I don't know if any of the drugs recommended by this forum are available to me without prescription. I am so done with myself. I couldn't bear the agony anymore. I am so hurt and depressed right now. The world has been very unkind to me. My parents are planning for a vacation abroad in two months and I figured this is the perfect time to do it, and it's really frustrating that I'll have to wait 2 more agonizing and painful months before I can do this. I want it to be as quick as possible.
I am 32 years old right now, and my weight is about 140-150 lbs I think. If there is a God, I pray and beg for His forgiveness and understanding that I couldn't go on anymore. I don't want to suffer for the rest of my life. I really wish reincarnation is real. If it is indeed real, I wish God will be kind to me in my next life, or at least I'm normal and won't suffer from various mental illnesses, or if I indeed will suffer from a mental illness again, I wish my parents would be more understanding and that our family would be better off financially so we can afford my necessary meds.
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