As long as we don't have a peaceful/accessible method

[Suicideisnirvana]

All talks about regretting not having CTB when young, wanting or not wanting to CTB, wanting or not wanting to give life another chance etc etc (almost half of the discussions in the forum) are trite and meaningless. As long as we don't have a method, we just can never know what we want or don't want. There is a big difference between trying to give life another chance because you feel the hope, energy and desire to try in you, and convincing yourself you want to just because you don't have an alternative, in the second case the fall may just be harder and there is nothing more painful than going in circles, feeling trapped in life, going from hope to hope to hope, then discovering your hope is just an artificial, last resort mechanism to hide the painful truth from you : you just don't have an alternative.

People (not those in this forum, but in general), talk as if suicide can just be done by a press of the button, and what matters is whether you are seriously "intent" on dying or not. Bullshit, without the method, it's impossible to know what suicidal people really want.

 

[whatever1111]

great post

 

[Raggas]

Thankfully we have SN, one of man's finest inventions. A few orders online and after a few weeks time, the choice of death is at our fingertips.

 

[whatever1111]

Thankfully we have SN, one of man's finest inventions. A few orders online and after a few weeks time, the choice of death is at our fingertips.

not really. eastern europe, for example, doesnt have access to a reliable seller

 

[martha]

not really. eastern europe, for example, doesnt have access to a reliable seller

Canadians have problems to access, too, not to mention Australia

 

[Broken]

All talks about regretting not having CTB when young, wanting or not wanting to CTB, wanting or not wanting to give life another chance etc etc (almost half of the discussions in the forum) are trite and meaningless. As long as we don't have a method, we just can never know what we want or don't want. There is a big difference between trying to give life another chance because you feel the hope, energy and desire to try in you, and convincing yourself you want to just because you don't have an alternative, in the second case the fall may just be harder and there is nothing more painful than going in circles, feeling trapped in life, going from hope to hope to hope, then discovering your hope is just an artificial, last resort mechanism to hide the painful truth from you : you just don't have an alternative.

People (not those in this forum, but in general), talk as if suicide can just be done by a press of the button, and what matters is whether you are seriously "intent" on dying or not. Bullshit, without the method, it's impossible to know what suicidal people really want.

I'm in a position where I don't have an alternative and I no I have no hope or drive left in me to beat this depression. Sorting my method atm.

 

[snowman626]

Canadians have problems to access, too, not to mention Australia

There's some sellers on Ebay who ship worldwide including Canada.

 

[Alan James]

SN is not so painless and peaceful like N. And it can be restricted by law someday

 

[Suicideisnirvana]

SN is not so painless and peaceful like N. And it can be restricted by law someday

Some countries have very strict customs you know, my Nembutal got confiscated. I'm saving to try a second and last order. If it doesn't work i'll go for a mountain jump.

And SN doesn't seem as reliable and painless, at least that's what i got from reading this forum, a lot of conflicting informations.

 

[Alan James]

Some countries have very strict customs you know, my Nembutal got confiscated.

In the country where I live, if they find out N they don't just confiscate him - for it according to local laws they give 20 years in a high security prison, it will be smuggling narc-otics on a large scale. Therefore, I do not know whether to order or not, I just can't decide.

 

[Broken]

In the country where I live, if they find out N they don't just confiscate him - for it according to local laws they give 20 years in a high security prison, it will be smuggling narc-otics on a large scale. Therefore, I do not know whether to order or not, I just can't decide.

What country you from?

 

[Alan James]

What country you from?

Russian Federation

 

[NOT]

People (not those in this forum, but in general), talk as if suicide can just be done by a press of the button, and what matters is whether you are seriously "intent" on dying or not. Bullshit, without the method, it's impossible to know what suicidal people really want.

I agree. People are not aware of death at all, therefore not thinking about it, therefore not producing better ways of dealing with it. Until life hits them over the head.

In the country where I live, if they find out N they don't just confiscate him - for it according to local laws they give 20 years in a high security prison, it will be smuggling narc-otics on a large scale. Therefore, I do not know whether to order or not, I just can't decide.

I dont think it's smuggling. It is sent by post office and reported to the border authorities.