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Suicide: permanent solution to permanent problems
Feb 4, 2024
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So tomorrow I'm going to CTB but that doesn't matter, I'm here to tell you the method I'll be using

So here's the outline of the method:
1. Find some sort of thick cord. Thick as an Ethernet cable. I'll be using an Ethernet cable for this. Something that's firm and strong and has friction. Any sort of thick usb cable is good. If it's thick, this means pressure reaches deeper to carotids and jugulars.

2. First do a half knot and tighten it fast so the knot lands near the Adam's apple. If it's working, your vision will fade and your hearing will get muffled and strange if done right but most importantly, you'll be able to breathe. This means that the cable is a good fit. You'll also notice that the cable doesn't loosen against your neck, that's because of friction and that's an aid.

3. Now to secure this half knot from loosening, right in the middle of the knot, use a cable tie and tighten it against the midpoint of the knot. Tighten it enough to the point where the knot won't untie and loosen but also to the point where you can pull and it will tighten while the knot doesn't come loose. More tighter = more secure and safer

Now, when you pull, the pressure against your carotids will be sustained and won't come loose because the knot is secured. Note that when you pull to tighten, it will now take extra force.

4. Tighten as you usually would without using a cable tie and you will black out. And within 10-15 minutes you will be dead. Do this in a secluded area with no people by the way.

You can also do test runs with test materials. Because it's hard to cut cable ties. So to test the security of half knots, just get a material, tie a half knot BUT NOT AGAINST YOUR NECK and when it's tied, use cable ties to tighten the midpoint of the knot to secure it from loosening and untying and then pull.

If you're doing it correctly, you will pull and the pressure will be sustained. You can only pull and the pressure will only be more and more without anything coming loose. You can't go backwards, so be warned and do test runs.

Test runs:
1. Testing materials on your neck to check if it's comfortable and doesn't obstruct breathing and if it makes you black out when tightened.

2. Testing securing the half knot with cable ties so doesn't loosen.

You can experiment doing this with the knot on the front or back of the neck. I think I'm sticking to doing it at the front.

If you use a thick material, carotids will be easier to close as the pressure will go deeper and has more area to be applied to.

That's all, peace!

If I have time, I will show the process and take pictures before CTB and will post. I'll post this thread as a reminder and a bunch of notes on my method.

This is easier and less intimidating than partial in my opinion.

I'm sorry if the method doesn't work for other people, I found it works because I have a thin neck lol. Maybe it'll take more effort for other people
 
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Good luck my friend
I hope it is a smooth and painless process
Best wishes and thanks for sharing
 
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Good luck my friend
I hope it is a smooth and painless process
Best wishes and thanks for sharing
Thank you! It feels peaceful figuring out a method I'm comfortable with
 
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Good luck and thanks for sharing the method!
May you go without pain and maybe see you in the other side!
 
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Good luck and thanks for sharing the method!
May you go without pain and maybe see you in the other side!
thank you! We will all meet in Valhalla
 
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Hope it works out well!
 
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I tried with two threads to wrap the bathrobe and a scarf and nothing happened, so the secret is something thin but at the same time resistant.
 
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Hope you find the peace you are looking for ❤️
 
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Are television cables like these okay too?

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I have a thin neck. I'm interested to know more
 
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So tomorrow I'm going to CTB but that doesn't matter, I'm here to tell you the method I'll be using

So here's the outline of the method:
1. Find some sort of thick cord. Thick as an Ethernet cable. I'll be using an Ethernet cable for this. Something that's firm and strong and has friction. Any sort of thick usb cable is good. If it's thick, this means pressure reaches deeper to carotids and jugulars.

2. First do a half knot and tighten it fast so the knot lands near the Adam's apple. If it's working, your vision will fade and your hearing will get muffled and strange if done right but most importantly, you'll be able to breathe. This means that the cable is a good fit. You'll also notice that the cable doesn't loosen against your neck, that's because of friction and that's an aid.

3. Now to secure this half knot from loosening, right in the middle of the knot, use a cable tie and tighten it against the midpoint of the knot. Tighten it enough to the point where the knot won't untie and loosen but also to the point where you can pull and it will tighten while the knot doesn't come loose. More tighter = more secure and safer

Now, when you pull, the pressure against your carotids will be sustained and won't come loose because the knot is secured. Note that when you pull to tighten, it will now take extra force.

4. Tighten as you usually would without using a cable tie and you will black out. And within 10-15 minutes you will be dead. Do this in a secluded area with no people by the way.

You can also do test runs with test materials. Because it's hard to cut cable ties. So to test the security of half knots, just get a material, tie a half knot BUT NOT AGAINST YOUR NECK and when it's tied, use cable ties to tighten the midpoint of the knot to secure it from loosening and untying and then pull.

If you're doing it correctly, you will pull and the pressure will be sustained. You can only pull and the pressure will only be more and more without anything coming loose. You can't go backwards, so be warned and do test runs.

Test runs:
1. Testing materials on your neck to check if it's comfortable and doesn't obstruct breathing and if it makes you black out when tightened.

2. Testing securing the half knot with cable ties so doesn't loosen.

You can experiment doing this with the knot on the front or back of the neck. I think I'm sticking to doing it at the front.

If you use a thick material, carotids will be easier to close as the pressure will go deeper and has more area to be applied to.

That's all, peace!

If I have time, I will show the process and take pictures before CTB and will post. I'll post this thread as a reminder and a bunch of notes on my method.

This is easier and less intimidating than partial in my opinion.

I'm sorry if the method doesn't work for other people, I found it works because I have a thin neck lol. Maybe it'll take more effort for other people
I hope all goes well for you.
 
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Safe travels and good luck! I hope u find peace!
 
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Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Jun 19, 2023
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Thanks for sharing your method. If you want to do this, I'd be very interested in photos to understand how it works.
What exactly do you mean by "tighten it against the midpoint of the knot"?

I hope everything works the way you expect it to be. Wish you all the best and good luck!
 
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Suicide: permanent solution to permanent problems
Feb 4, 2024
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Thanks for sharing your method. If you want to do this, I'd be very interested in photos to understand how it works.
What exactly do you mean by "tighten it against the midpoint of the knot"?

I hope everything works the way you expect it to be. Wish you all the best and good luck!
Since I'm living with other people, it's hard to find a spot for myself to demonstrate and show these things. The bathroom is the most intuitive place but even then, a lot of times it's in use and someone's waiting to use it.

I will find a safe spot and demonstrate what I mean with images if I can
 
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Suicide: permanent solution to permanent problems
Feb 4, 2024
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Extra details:

1. For neck padding, you can wrap a sock around your neck. And to keep it in place, just tie a reef knot with the knot being on the nape of the neck. Use something like a thin cotton rope. Using padding will lessen any discomfort
2. Test out the tightening mechanism on any sort of cylinder like object that roughly resembles your neck. Tighten the midpoint of the loop with the cable ties holding the knot in place and see how it tightens without loosening. Will give peace of mind.
3. Tying the knot is very simple. It's basically just doing the first half of a reef knot and nothing more.
The shape of the knot will kind of look like an infinity sign like this. But without the gaps.
Where I circle in yellow is where the cable ties should be applied. Right in the middle.
IMG 0087
Except the half tie will be in front of your neck and as you pull, it will tighten against it without loosening because of cable ties holding the knot in place.

@DarknessInMe
 
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Ready to have my forever date with suicide
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Best wishes to you.
 
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Dusk till dawn

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145
Did you take convulsions into consideration? This is guaranteed to happen with this method
 
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Suicide: permanent solution to permanent problems
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Did you take convulsions into consideration? This is guaranteed to happen with this method
Yeah convulsions may happen to varying degrees. That's the unknown factor. But the tie doesn't loosen because of cable ties so the pressure is sustained against my carotids and the friction of the cables makes it stick to my neck so yeah pretty safe.

I haven't looked into convulsions that much anyway, tell me more that I might want to know
 
MikUma

MikUma

certified red flag
Dec 7, 2023
53
So tomorrow I'm going to CTB but that doesn't matter, I'm here to tell you the method I'll be using

So here's the outline of the method:
1. Find some sort of thick cord. Thick as an Ethernet cable. I'll be using an Ethernet cable for this. Something that's firm and strong and has friction. Any sort of thick usb cable is good. If it's thick, this means pressure reaches deeper to carotids and jugulars.

2. First do a half knot and tighten it fast so the knot lands near the Adam's apple. If it's working, your vision will fade and your hearing will get muffled and strange if done right but most importantly, you'll be able to breathe. This means that the cable is a good fit. You'll also notice that the cable doesn't loosen against your neck, that's because of friction and that's an aid.

3. Now to secure this half knot from loosening, right in the middle of the knot, use a cable tie and tighten it against the midpoint of the knot. Tighten it enough to the point where the knot won't untie and loosen but also to the point where you can pull and it will tighten while the knot doesn't come loose. More tighter = more secure and safer

Now, when you pull, the pressure against your carotids will be sustained and won't come loose because the knot is secured. Note that when you pull to tighten, it will now take extra force.

4. Tighten as you usually would without using a cable tie and you will black out. And within 10-15 minutes you will be dead. Do this in a secluded area with no people by the way.

You can also do test runs with test materials. Because it's hard to cut cable ties. So to test the security of half knots, just get a material, tie a half knot BUT NOT AGAINST YOUR NECK and when it's tied, use cable ties to tighten the midpoint of the knot to secure it from loosening and untying and then pull.

If you're doing it correctly, you will pull and the pressure will be sustained. You can only pull and the pressure will only be more and more without anything coming loose. You can't go backwards, so be warned and do test runs.

Test runs:
1. Testing materials on your neck to check if it's comfortable and doesn't obstruct breathing and if it makes you black out when tightened.

2. Testing securing the half knot with cable ties so doesn't loosen.

You can experiment doing this with the knot on the front or back of the neck. I think I'm sticking to doing it at the front.

If you use a thick material, carotids will be easier to close as the pressure will go deeper and has more area to be applied to.

That's all, peace!

If I have time, I will show the process and take pictures before CTB and will post. I'll post this thread as a reminder and a bunch of notes on my method.

This is easier and less intimidating than partial in my opinion.

I'm sorry if the method doesn't work for other people, I found it works because I have a thin neck lol. Maybe it'll take more effort for other people
hi anagram!! tonight i am supposed to go to the traint tracks, so i figured i'd do what i could with this new method.
backstory, last nighth i tried nightnight and it barely worked, because i couldnmt get everything to stay, but i kept passing out. now, i tried your method (i'm going to call your new method, which is pretty much a cable blood choke, the CBC method to shorten it up for my text below) with a HDMI cable. i have long doc marten's socks, so i put one as pads around my neck. i added two rolled up, pretty solid socks to press against my arteries, and i kept them in place with the HDMI cable. all was going well, and when i pulled tighter, the less i could see and my vision blurred and i couldn't stand. i used shoelaces to tie the half knot at the front, but it didn't hold. maybe it's different with your zipties, but i don't have them here.
your CBC strategy is good, but i'd 100% add sock padding over your neck, under the cable, to prevent any discomfort (really ironic considering the fact we're trying to kill ourselves), and add the rolled socks between the cord and your padding sock to hit your arteries harder. this is taken from the night night method and your CBC method. i don't have a stopper for it, but i tied a (hair) rubber band around the free ends from releasing it anymore than it should. the cable stayed and didn't move, but was pretty difficult to tighten. after that, i got a shoelace for a possible tourniquet i was going to do that i had laying around, and a pen on my desk. i wrapped the shoelace around, put the pen in, and started to tighten using the tourniquet method. IT WORKS!!! i almost passed out, had i not released and loosened the handmade tourniquet!! i LOVE your method!!!! i'm going to use it tonight. i hopenit works, and i don't wake up to my 3:30 am alarm to start my trek to the traintracks. much love!!!! lmk if you need anything!!!
 
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hi anagram!! tonight i am supposed to go to the traint tracks, so i figured i'd do what i could with this new method.
backstory, last nighth i tried nightnight and it barely worked, because i couldnmt get everything to stay, but i kept passing out. now, i tried your method (i'm going to call your new method, which is pretty much a cable blood choke, the CBC method to shorten it up for my text below) with a HDMI cable. i have long doc marten's socks, so i put one as pads around my neck. i added two rolled up, pretty solid socks to press against my arteries, and i kept them in place with the HDMI cable. all was going well, and when i pulled tighter, the less i could see and my vision blurred and i couldn't stand. i used shoelaces to tie the half knot at the front, but it didn't hold. maybe it's different with your zipties, but i don't have them here.
your CBC strategy is good, but i'd 100% add sock padding over your neck, under the cable, to prevent any discomfort (really ironic considering the fact we're trying to kill ourselves), and add the rolled socks between the cord and your padding sock to hit your arteries harder. this is taken from the night night method and your CBC method. i don't have a stopper for it, but i tied a (hair) rubber band around the free ends from releasing it anymore than it should. the cable stayed and didn't move, but was pretty difficult to tighten. after that, i got a shoelace for a possible tourniquet i was going to do that i had laying around, and a pen on my desk. i wrapped the shoelace around, put the pen in, and started to tighten using the tourniquet method. IT WORKS!!! i almost passed out, had i not released and loosened the handmade tourniquet!! i LOVE your method!!!! i'm going to use it tonight. i hopenit works, and i don't wake up to my 3:30 am alarm to start my trek to the traintracks. much love!!!! lmk if you need anything!!!
The train method sounds brutal as hell. I'm glad you didn't go through with it. Thanks for the extra tips by the way 👍
I'm just currently mentally rehearing everything so I leave no points of failure…
 
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hi anagram!! tonight i am supposed to go to the traint tracks, so i figured i'd do what i could with this new method.
backstory, last nighth i tried nightnight and it barely worked, because i couldnmt get everything to stay, but i kept passing out. now, i tried your method (i'm going to call your new method, which is pretty much a cable blood choke, the CBC method to shorten it up for my text below) with a HDMI cable. i have long doc marten's socks, so i put one as pads around my neck. i added two rolled up, pretty solid socks to press against my arteries, and i kept them in place with the HDMI cable. all was going well, and when i pulled tighter, the less i could see and my vision blurred and i couldn't stand. i used shoelaces to tie the half knot at the front, but it didn't hold. maybe it's different with your zipties, but i don't have them here.
your CBC strategy is good, but i'd 100% add sock padding over your neck, under the cable, to prevent any discomfort (really ironic considering the fact we're trying to kill ourselves), and add the rolled socks between the cord and your padding sock to hit your arteries harder. this is taken from the night night method and your CBC method. i don't have a stopper for it, but i tied a (hair) rubber band around the free ends from releasing it anymore than it should. the cable stayed and didn't move, but was pretty difficult to tighten. after that, i got a shoelace for a possible tourniquet i was going to do that i had laying around, and a pen on my desk. i wrapped the shoelace around, put the pen in, and started to tighten using the tourniquet method. IT WORKS!!! i almost passed out, had i not released and loosened the handmade tourniquet!! i LOVE your method!!!! i'm going to use it tonight. i hopenit works, and i don't wake up to my 3:30 am alarm to start my trek to the traintracks. much love!!!! lmk if you need anything!!!
TLDR; use a long sock to pad your neck, get two rolled up and sturdy socks and line them along your arteries, tie them with an HDMI cord or any other cord, and when it's tight enough (to the point where you might starr to black out if you tie any harder, but can still breathe), secure the loose ends of the cord with a hairtie, and then once the socks and cable isn't moving and you know it's steady, take some shoelace over it, tie one half knot, and then a pen over the half knot. tie a knot over the pen, and start spinning the pen to tighten. you just made a method using parts of anagram's "CBC," "cable blood choke" method (i dont know the name, so i just called it that), some parts of the night night method, and some parts of the tourniquet method, to create a painless way to go, albeit some clunky stuff on your neck :))
materials i used:
- three socks (one to pad my neck, gently wrapped all the way around, and two rolled into tight balls to stuff against my arteries)
- HDMI cable, but you can use any thick cable. anagram used an ethernet cable, someone else used a TV cord as another example. pretty much any thick cable.
- rubberband or ziptie to secure the cable from untying.
- shoelace to use as a tourniquet
- a pen to use as a tourniquet. hope this helps!
The train method sounds brutal as hell. I'm glad you didn't go through with it. Thanks for the extra tips by the way 👍
I'm just currently mentally rehearing everything so I leave no points of failure…
yes!! me too. we're in the same boat, i'm pretty sure you can do it with minimal supplies. i live with my grandparents and they don't have things like zipties or guns (theyre asian american not white american). these were all things from my room.. and it works so well!!!
 
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TLDR; use a long sock to pad your neck, get two rolled up and sturdy socks and line them along your arteries, tie them with an HDMI cord or any other cord, and when it's tight enough (to the point where you might starr to black out if you tie any harder, but can still breathe), secure the loose ends of the cord with a hairtie, and then once the socks and cable isn't moving and you know it's steady, take some shoelace over it, tie one half knot, and then a pen over the half knot. tie a knot over the pen, and start spinning the pen to tighten. you just made a method using parts of anagram's "CBC," "cable blood choke" method (i dont know the name, so i just called it that), some parts of the night night method, and some parts of the tourniquet method, to create a painless way to go, albeit some clunky stuff on your neck :)) hope this helps!
Wow that's like 3 methods combined into one haha as long as it works and nothing comes loose, you're able to breathe and you pass out quickly, it's all good
 
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Wow that's like 3 methods combined into one haha as long as it works and nothing comes loose, you're able to breathe and you pass out quickly, it's all good
for sure!! i have the cable around my neck now, i just took off the torniquet. i can breathe, with a little light headedness, and am excited for tonight, or what will be left of it at least!! i'm going to test again with the tourniquet one last time, and after i know it'll work, i'll say my goodbyes and stuff and then use it for good. thank you anagram, you actually really helped, i thought for sure i was going to the tracks tn!! :D
 
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for sure!! i have the cable around my neck now, i just took off the torniquet. i can breathe, with a little light headedness, and am excited for tonight, or what will be left of it at least!! i'm going to test again with the tourniquet one last time, and after i know it'll work, i'll say my goodbyes and stuff and then use it for good. thank you anagram, you actually really helped, i thought for sure i was going to the tracks tn!! :D
No worries! Train tracks is pretty brutal though. I'm glad you found a peaceful exit and decided against it

But anyways @MikUma I wish you well. Sorry life got you to this point but also I'm glad you'll find solace in a peaceful death
 
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No worries! Train tracks is pretty brutal though. I'm glad you found a peaceful exit and decided against it

But anyways @MikUma I wish you well. Sorry life got you to this point but also I'm glad you'll find solace in a peaceful death
you too my guy, i hope whatever has happened is overturned by whatever happens, death or not for you. please be safe while your time and i hope everything goes smoothly. 🤝🤝🤝
 
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Extra details:

1. For neck padding, you can wrap a sock around your neck. And to keep it in place, just tie a reef knot with the knot being on the nape of the neck. Use something like a thin cotton rope. Using padding will lessen any discomfort
2. Test out the tightening mechanism on any sort of cylinder like object that roughly resembles your neck. Tighten the midpoint of the loop with the cable ties holding the knot in place and see how it tightens without loosening. Will give peace of mind.
3. Tying the knot is very simple. It's basically just doing the first half of a reef knot and nothing more.
The shape of the knot will kind of look like an infinity sign like this. But without the gaps.
Where I circle in yellow is where the cable ties should be applied. Right in the middle.
View attachment 140386
Except the half tie will be in front of your neck and as you pull, it will tighten against it without loosening because of cable ties holding the knot in place.

@DarknessInMe
Thank you so much for this explanation!
Best wishes for you, I hope everything goes well.
 
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I hope it works out well and you find your eternal peace.
 
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