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steppingoff

steppingoff

Experienced
Jan 18, 2024
212
Sometimes I think being weary is my motivator to CTB. Just weary with life.
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
785
def over being constantly proven right abt everything i think. unfortunately ppl can get accustomed to anything & ive grown accustomed to/accepted the weariness. so it's no longer pushing me to kms ://

i need to get that ever-present overwhelming all encompassing anguish back, lol. that was my main driving force when i still felt things strongly.
 
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eLdus

eLdus

Member
Apr 9, 2022
73
Yep, even my weariness is weary.
 
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steppingoff

steppingoff

Experienced
Jan 18, 2024
212
i need to get that ever-present overwhelming all encompassing anguish back, lol.
LOL

I need my full energy focused, concentrated - impulsive behaviour back to step off the stool.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,848
I certainly feel very tired of existing overall, in my case I've certainly never wished to exist, I see having the ability to exist as something very futile and burdensome, the only comfort for me lies in the peace of eternal nothingness where all is finally forgotten about.
 
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Slow_Farewell

Slow_Farewell

Warlock
Dec 19, 2023
709
yes. a thousand times yes. no amount of heavy sighing can alleviate it.
 
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leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
1,212
I am drained
Tired Giving Up GIF
 
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TimetoGo!

TimetoGo!

Wizard
Aug 30, 2022
653
I'm in the same boat, I used to think I was just being negative or pessimistic (because that's what people would often tell me) but every time I was worried about something it'd always come to fruition. I've exhausted my optimism only to be met with more disappointment. At this point I'm just tired of all the bullshit, burnout and emotional fallout.
I feel similar to this ⬆️
 
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TimetoGo!

TimetoGo!

Wizard
Aug 30, 2022
653
I think it's time to trust my own intuition, I'm more than ready for a permanent vacation.
You and me both.

Sorry life brought you here and hope whatever you have planned works out ok for you 🙏
 
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