Discussion Are You Surprised There’s No Fentanyl Goodbye Threads?

[DeIetedUser4739]

I've been researching it since seeing a lot of stories of people who survived an overdose describing it as painless and they just woke up some time later in Hospital or with paramedics at their house.

This YouTube channel has over 100 stories of people dying from it, most are probably accidental overdoses but that is good in a way because it proves just how deadly Fentanyl is because they'd only be taking a hit or popping a pill if anything.

https://www.youtube.com/@TexasPictures/videos

The only reason I can think it's difficult to acquire because it's illegal, imagine if we could buy pills over the counter. I think it'd be the king of suicide methods if that were the case.

 

[lizzywizzy09]

I'm so distraught that I can't just go peacefully.

 

[Pluto]

I also think it would be the gold standard for most people. The main disadvantages are massive legal consequences for possession, the threat of naloxone antidote and wildly differing fatal doses for different people. Most of these problems are man-made.

 

[rozeske]

It's the problem of accessibility for most, no doubt in it's peacefulness or effectiveness. It seems it's usually the users that pass accidentally from it. There was one unsuccessful gt of fent od a while ago.

 

[EyesOfNight]

Absolutely not surprised. Fent is illegal. Even if you know someone of the streets who's got it, there is still no guarantee of how pure it is.
It's just risks left and right.

 

[rotciv]

You can buy pure unregulated benzimidazole opioids aka nitazenes.

I have the impression that many cases of death by fentanyl-related suicides are not documented.

It seems it's usually the users that pass accidentally from it.

This. I myself must end up pass accidentally of them.

 

[Unicr0n]

I also think it would be the gold standard for most people. The main disadvantages are massive legal consequences for possession, the threat of naloxone antidote and wildly differing fatal doses for different people. Most of these problems are man-made.

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Just to be clear, you likely will not go to prison for possessing fentanyl if you don't have any past drug convictions and you explain to the judge that you wanted to commit suicide with it. You'll sit in jail until your hearing unless you bail out but I can't imagine a rational court sending a suicidal patient to prison for fentanyl possession. IIRC you need four grams? in possession for it to be considered drug trafficking [then you WILL go to prison]. You don't need four grams of fent to kill yourself.
Fatal dosage for most individuals is 2mg if you've never done drugs.

 

[AmericanMary]

Tbh fenty would be one of my dream ways to go. However I use to be addicted to it & it ruined my life. I personally believe I would try this, stay alive, and relapse.

This is obviously not why most people don't chose the method.

Off the top of my head I would say some deters
*can be hard to find
*a lot of stuff on the street is not pure. Idk anything about DWMs.
*maybe people are scared of being labeled as an overdose bc they have a drug problem.

 

[Naetoh]

I'm surprised. Personally, I'm considering it since they go out of their way to limit access to N but the "epidemic" reported in the news the last few years suggests it should be easy to get. Unless that was just media alarmism. My problem is I don't and have never done drugs. I don't even drink caffeinated beverages except maybe tea during winter. So I don't know where to start to get enough quality fentanyl to ctb.

 

[DefinitelyReady]

Tbh fenty would be one of my dream ways to go. However I use to be addicted to it & it ruined my life. I personally believe I would try this, stay alive, and relapse.

This is obviously not why most people don't chose the method.

Off the top of my head I would say some deters
*can be hard to find
*a lot of stuff on the street is not pure. Idk anything about DWMs.
*maybe people are scared of being labeled as an overdose bc they have a drug problem.

Isn't it not near as fatal orally though?

 

[AmericanMary]

Isn't it not near as fatal orally though?

I don't know. I've read oral is the least advised way to CTB this way. But not my chosen method. I'm not sure. Aside from getting high from it. Idk anything.

 

[QueerMelancholy]

From my personal experience, it seems like drug dealers don't want people to overdose either so that might play into it some, like how you mentioned that so many people OD from it unintentionally.

 

[rotciv]

I don't know. I've read oral is the least advised way to CTB this way. But not my chosen method. I'm not sure. Aside from getting high from it. Idk anything.

Why isnt your chosen method? When every junky says it is a good way to pass out..

 

[AmericanMary]

I'd be weary of

Why isnt your chosen method? When every junky says it is a good way to pass out..

Because I literally was a junky. I've been out of treatment for a year.

That is a very dangerous game to play for me. The second I feel the effects I'm not going to want to CTB.

If it fails for whatever reason, I will 100% be addicted again. Addiction RUINED my life. I'm still have withdrawal symptoms to this day and everyone hates me from the shit I did when I was an addict.

Also PURE fenty is kinda hard to find. Everything on the street is not pure. Using DWMs scares me.

CO is my chosen method. I've already put a couple grand into this method. Should it be done correctly, Itll be painless and VERY quick.

 

[thepiecessatup]

I'd be weary of

Because I literally was a junky. I've been out of treatment for a year.

That is a very dangerous game to play for me. The second I feel the effects I'm not going to want to CTB.

If it fails for whatever reason, I will 100% be addicted again. Addiction RUINED my life. I'm still have withdrawal symptoms to this day and everyone hates me from the shit I did when I was an addict.

Also PURE fenty is kinda hard to find. Everything on the street is not pure. Using DWMs scares me.

CO is my chosen method. I've already put a couple grand into this method. Should it be done correctly, Itll be painless and VERY quick.

Addiction wrecked my life too. Completely empathise. It's not stuff to mess around with.

 

[AmericanMary]

Addiction wrecked my life too. Completely empathise. It's not stuff to mess around with.

I'm sorry to hear this. It makes me happy when people tell me they have past drug problems because they "get it." But then it makes me really sad someone else has had these experience.

You're strong<3

 

[thepiecessatup]

I'm sorry to hear this. It makes me happy when people tell me they have past drug problems because they "get it." But then it makes me really sad someone else has had these experience.

You're strong<3

You're strong too. I think anyone battling addiction is. Feel free to message me if you want.

 

[final_countdown12]

Not surprised because Fentanyl is hard to get a reliable source with good purity.

Its just the opposite of SN and pentorbarbital where you can find reliable sources.

 

[escape_from_hell]

I'd be weary of

Because I literally was a junky. I've been out of treatment for a year.

That is a very dangerous game to play for me. The second I feel the effects I'm not going to want to CTB.

If it fails for whatever reason, I will 100% be addicted again. Addiction RUINED my life. I'm still have withdrawal symptoms to this day and everyone hates me from the shit I did when I was an addict.

Also PURE fenty is kinda hard to find. Everything on the street is not pure. Using DWMs scares me.

CO is my chosen method. I've already put a couple grand into this method. Should it be done correctly, Itll be painless and VERY quick.

If we are virgins to hardcore opioids would it make sense to splurge as much money as possible on a huge stash of fent/carfent/research opioids?

That way we can kinda seal ourself off in a secluded area and go on a binge and if we have a 'craving' we just let go and indulge immediately and nonstop such that death is almost guaranteed?

I too fear the "not wanting to CTB" once the euphoria hits. But I'm hoping having a huge stash and throwing caution to the wind might encourage death? Or when the euphoria hits are you very clear-minded and would carefully start to portion out your doses and plan ahead to avoid CTB?
I think seeing a lot of seriously mentally ill people on the streets smoking stuff off of foil and literally zombing out might give us the wrong impression of what the drugs are like for the majority of users (that are not doing these things on the streets). What I mean is it gives me the impression that if I had a massive stash and was all alone in peace I wouldn't really have my wits about me and would more readily over-indulge to death (if the first dose did not do it).
But if it actually makes me clear-minded and optimistic about life it may prompt me to take actions like trying to milk the addiction, calling for help etc.

Sad to hear about the troubles addiction caused you. It sucks to know we can't even give up on life and "just be a junkie" and have some relief from life. Life is just terrible and we've gotta go all or nothing.

 

[AmericanMary]

If we are virgins to hardcore opioids would it make sense to splurge as much money as possible on a huge stash of fent/carfent/research opioids?

That way we can kinda seal ourself off in a secluded area and go on a binge and if we have a 'craving' we just let go and indulge immediately and nonstop such that death is almost guaranteed?

I too fear the "not wanting to CTB" once the euphoria hits. But I'm hoping having a huge stash and throwing caution to the wind might encourage death? Or when the euphoria hits are you very clear-minded and would carefully start to portion out your doses and plan ahead to avoid CTB?
I think seeing a lot of seriously mentally ill people on the streets smoking stuff off of foil and literally zombing out might give us the wrong impression of what the drugs are like for the majority of users (that are not doing these things on the streets). What I mean is it gives me the impression that if I had a massive stash and was all alone in peace I wouldn't really have my wits about me and would more readily over-indulge to death (if the first dose did not do it).
But if it actually makes me clear-minded and optimistic about life it may prompt me to take actions like trying to milk the addiction, calling for help etc.

Sad to hear about the troubles addiction caused you. It sucks to know we can't even give up on life and "just be a junkie" and have some relief from life. Life is just terrible and we've gotta go all or nothing.

I don't think I'd be strong enough to foresee it to CTB. If I could eat bars and fenty every single day I'd be okay with life. I wouldn't want to CTB. I'd make a lot more money. But I'd be a really shitty person & add no value to the world.

I do think "zombies" on the street, as you described, is sad and gives off the wrong impression. But NGL, that was me. I just learned to make it profitable so I wasn't on the street. Imo, people who are unhoused and using are a lot stronger than people give them credit for. At least they're still trying to live.

 

[rotciv]

I'd be weary of

Because I literally was a junky. I've been out of treatment for a year.

That is a very dangerous game to play for me. The second I feel the effects I'm not going to want to CTB.

If it fails for whatever reason, I will 100% be addicted again. Addiction RUINED my life. I'm still have withdrawal symptoms to this day and everyone hates me from the shit I did when I was an addict.

Also PURE fenty is kinda hard to find. Everything on the street is not pure. Using DWMs scares me.

CO is my chosen method. I've already put a couple grand into this method. Should it be done correctly, Itll be painless and VERY quick.

I partially understand, but all addicts who have had ODs say they don't mind dying while they're high, but if fentanyl takes away your desire for CTB, you'd be stuck in that wheel again.

Have you ever OD?

 

[AmericanMary]

I partially understand, but all addicts who have had ODs say they don't mind dying while they're high, but if fentanyl takes away your desire for CTB, you'd be stuck in that wheel again.

Have you ever OD? You can buy pure nitazenes through legit clear web websites.

For the third time, I will not be going this route. It is not for me. Please stop offering suggestions to a method I have stated I am not interested in.

You said "ALL addicts who had ODs say they don't mind dying while they're high."

Lol… I promise you not every single person addicted has this mindset.

 

[rotciv]

For the third time, I will not be going this route. It is not for me. Please stop offering suggestions to a method I have stated I am not interested in.

You said "ALL addicts who had ODs say they don't mind dying while they're high."

Lol… I promise you not every single person addicted has this mindset.

Just trying to understand, thats all. CO is a good way.

 

[ThisGameIsOverrated]

I think it mainly stems from how hard it is to do the most effective routes of administration (IV, boofing and snorting) and because a lot of people are scared of getting stuff on the darkweb even though the dnm bible on tor.taxi solves most worries people have such as what if their package gets seized

 

[fleetingnight]

The most peaceful methods just have to be the hardest to obtain...... It's like they want us to suffer

 

[Beyond_Repair]

I've considered fentanyl as it seems the most pleasant method, but I couldn't possibly give myself an IV I'm wayyy too squeamish. Just getting simple shots makes me feel like I'm going to throw up or pass out lol

Also I think it's hard to know for sure if what you're getting is pure, I don't think a lot of people actively seek out fentanyl, it seems that other things are laced with it, so idk if you'd even find someone selling pure fentanyl. But just speculating

 

[ThisGameIsOverrated]

I've considered fentanyl as it seems the most pleasant method, but I couldn't possibly give myself an IV I'm wayyy too squeamish. Just getting simple shots makes me feel like I'm going to throw up or pass out lol

Also I think it's hard to know for sure if what you're getting is pure, I don't think a lot of people actively seek out fentanyl, it seems that other things are laced with it, so idk if you'd even find someone selling pure fentanyl. But just speculating

there are pure sellers on DNMs but getting it pure off the street is basically impossible

 

[Beyond_Repair]

there are pure sellers on DNMs but getting it pure off the street is basically impossible

That makes sense

 

[Abyssal]

Saw one once. Short goodbye then a rely saying they felt amazing. Someone asked his source and another dude responded that he was in another dimension already. Most positive goodbye thread I've seen in a sec

 

[ThisGameIsOverrated]

Saw one once. Short goodbye then a rely saying they felt amazing. Someone asked his source and another dude responded that he was in another dimension already. Most positive goodbye thread I've seen in a sec

alright nice, if you remember enough details could you search for the thread and link it please? thanks in advance