Deadgirl
Game Over
- Mar 31, 2019
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I was curious if others are going to say goodbye. I personally am not because it will lead to more misery.
On here, maybe. In other way no. There is no one that would understand.Is it goodbye in general? To people around you? Or on here?
I thought that possibility. I think is a good idea, but too complex for me. I would need to travel, and ... it's difficult.My "ideal" plan is to be seen as "missing" instead of suicide. Not sure how can I accomplish that plan, though.
I would go right now today this minute and second if I had a way that was achievable and not painful...no goodbyes just blissI was curious if others are going to say goodbye. I personally am not because it will lead to more misery.
May be I should leave a note. At least for my father, that even doesn't know I've been on treatment for years. Saying it wasn't his fault. That I had the chance to solve my problems as an adult. My mother, just doesn't care. Like my brother & friends.I would leave a note for sure. I could never leave without some sort of an explanation. A part of me will always feel the need to make it better for others.