Should be looking forward to graduating college but the thesis is the reason why I'm suicidal, so that's kinda complicated. Also my birthday next month, even though I had wanted to die before August I still think my birthday would be fun. Oh, and the day I can bring my cousin's kitten home! Gonna be way longer than my birthday though, but he's so cute already. A lot of small things, like tomorrow's lunch or my next bookstore visit.
I used to be looking forward to hanging out with my friend, but lately he's busy on his phone and I'm gonna get ignored when we meet, so not really. I don't have anything to look forward in long term right now. Even though I'm still young, I somehow feel like I'm at the end of my life, and I don't often think about the future.