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eleanorhere
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- Sep 6, 2021
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I always thought I would do it with someone but I've always been alone anyway and felt alone so why not do it myself? What would you do?
Yeah I understand that completely, same here I want to do it alone now, I used to want to do it with someone else to talk to someone who understands how it feels too before ending eachothers pain at the same time I didn't think it would be nice to die alone. But now I feel more happier about the idea of ctbing by myself. all people have ever done is hurt me anyway and the only person I've ever had there for me and to understand me really is only me. And I feel most at peace when I am alone away from others. It won't make much of a difference if I just do it alone anyway. So it makes sense for me to just do it by myself away from people. I get that wanting to do it alone. The idea of doing it peacefully alone does sound really peaceful.I'm going to ctb alone. I want to ctb as far away from other people as I possibly can. I would feel more at peace with it all if nobody was around. I do not understand why someone would choose to ctb with another person.