Are you currently here from a personal device? Do you plan to delete everything/dispose of them before you die?

[DeathByBananabread]

I'm not quite there yet in my journey but this is something I think about a lot.

I've done/collected nothing illegal, the most suspect thing I've really ever done online has just been hanging out here, but, y'know, privacy.
I know I won't feel shame or embarrassment anymore once I'm dead, but I fear literally anything they know about what I do online will be blamed for my suicide, even if some of the places I hung out on were objectively helping to keep me alive.
No doubt whatever little they inevitably will find- maybe leftovers from their own personal computers from when we still all lived as a family unit- will be blown out of proportion as if it were illegal. I'm already almost certain my hyperfixation on Death Note is going to be blamed for this- no need to add anything else to the fire.

I'm lucky in that every personal device I own is beginning to fall apart, if it even works reliably at all, my password system is a hot mess only I understand, & I have had more personas that I've cycled through online than years I've been alive.

I don't know how it happened, maybe I dropped it, but I have to do a complicated series of unintuitive bullshit things to even get this laptop to turn on. It requires a lot of patience. When it's not turning on correctly, it often doesn't even seem like a functioning laptop to begin with. I like that it "plays dead" for me.

I'm willing to part with my life & thus willing to part with my digital life, & have noone in my life online or off who would give a shit about any of this. My family does not care. I have no close friends. It might as well all come with me.

The daunting part will be deleting/wiping everything from my personal devices & destroying them- with confidence that this 110% will be the end of my life. I have to be certain that I'm going to be successful, or, that, if I'm not successful, that I have the balls to try & kill myself again the next time the opportunity arises, 'cause I'm intentionally going to be destroying such a huge chunk of my cherished memories & vital passwords that I won't be able to look back on/retrieve & if I stay alive I'm going to have to live with the fact I destroyed all of that during a suicide attempt. Eugh....

 

[Reishi]

No one would be charged with anything because I'd be dead....I'm not going out of my way to ask people to tell me to kill myself and I'm not telling people to kill themselves either. Nothing I'm buying online has been outright illegal where I live . So I should be good lol

 

[Forveleth]

I will be dead. I do not care what happens to my stuff or my reputation after I am gone. I will log out of my social media accounts and clear cookies just so no one can login and do anything malicious but I have nothing to hide.

I am also proud of my porn collection and would hate to just delete it.

 

[kuroshimi]

I would prefer to leave everything as it is. Maybe give some instructions on how to access my devices and some services, since it's somewhat complicated (I use password manager + my OS is on english and I am not from english-speaking country).

Actually, it doesn't really matter, since I will be dead anyways.

 

[3rdworldsadness]

Nope! Cause no one knows what social media I use irl beside FB but I don't have anything in my FB lol so no, I won't. It will stay until the end of humanity lol. And I will be in peace hopefully.

 

[SleeplessAndSad]

I read that one thread from a cop where he talked about how suicide still is going to be looked into because it could have various reasons or someone else pushed you into it.

They could go through all your stuff (phone, pc's,…). So yeah i would wipe things that i don't want anyone to see. But probably keep passwords and stuff, if i change my mind.

 

[DeathByBananabread]

I read that one thread from a cop where he talked about how suicide still is going to be looked into because it could have various reasons or someone else pushed you into it.

They could go through all your stuff (phone, pc's,…). So yeah i would wipe things that i don't want anyone to see. But probably keep passwords and stuff, if i change my mind.

You get it, lol. I don't want the communities & fandoms I'm in to catch strays & get blamed for my suicide. The wiping will definitely happen, honestly I'm more concerned about the passwords since that will likely be a bona-fide ticket into anything & everything I've done online if whoever is using them is clever enough. I've actually been in online communities before where people's parents logged into their accounts trying to figure out what happened to a mentally ill loved one, who thankfully wasn't dead but that's a whole other story. That's why the passwords really have to go with me & that's why it's the most important that they get destroyed forever.

 

[SleeplessAndSad]

You get it, lol. I don't want the communities & fandoms I'm in to catch strays & get blamed for my suicide. The wiping will definitely happen, honestly I'm more concerned about the passwords since that will likely be a bona-fide ticket into anything & everything I've done online if whoever is using them is clever enough. I've actually been in online communities before where people's parents logged into their accounts trying to figure out what happened to a mentally ill loved one, who thankfully wasn't dead but that's a whole other story. That's why the passwords really have to go with me & that's why it's the most important that they get destroyed forever.

I think when you use a good password manager with encryption you should be rather save. I doubt they will spend a lot of time trying to get into that.

 

[whocaresnobodycares]

"When I die, I don't care what happens...... to ME, or the World....."

-- Quentin Crisp, Resident Alien (documentary film)

 

[fadedghost]

usually police break into phones using cellebrite and they can only break into Android and iPhone software, which is kept vulnerable so the government can easily break in

i don't use either type of device and so I am not concerned

 

[meiherasoru_]

I'll probably reset my PC or something. I'm not worried about the police because where I live they're usually useless, so I'll probably just give my best friend my Roblux and that's it