Feels like it has been my destiny to kill myself as I look back on my life.
therhydler
Enlightened
- Dec 7, 2018
- 1,196
I have come to accept that it was my destiny as well. This makes me feel just the tiniest bit better about it... because I know I can't help it. I hope something better is waiting for us all
Xerxes
Invisible
- Nov 8, 2018
- 936
I came into this world by accident. You know like showing up to a party uninvited and everyone gives you hell afterwards.
sif
You deserve love
- Dec 28, 2018
- 373
By here do you mean existing at all, yes I'm certain that and I am an accident
I feel like I was an accident lol! I wish I could have fought off the sperm and not have been conceived. I'm the dysfunctional result of two people who had no business breeding.
Justanotherconsumer
Paragon
- Jul 9, 2018
- 974
I feel the whole suicide destiny thing as well, even at 4yrs. I remember stressing on this life, like you've done it before and you are just sick of the whole routine,burned out that anxiety.
This is very interesting in light of information I have come across regarding how a 'fetus' picks up stress from the environment in the womb. In my case, I 'know' that I was an accident because I was told so. My parents married as Catholics and 'tried' to abide by the accepted birth control means dictated by the church - namely, 'the Rythm Method' (I.e. abstain from sex if you think you're ovulating)
In the end, it doesn't really matter. Somehow my father's lousy sperm made it to an egg in my mother's stressed out and overworked uterus. Accident? I guess so.
I was an "accident" and have been treated like one my whole effing life.
When I was born I wasn't breathing. The doctor then revived me. I shouldn't be here. And I wish I wasn't.
TheCrow
Invisible Spirit
- Sep 26, 2018
- 802
I'm sorry. You didn't deserve it. xoSimilar threads
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