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WornOutLife
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- Mar 22, 2020
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It's another working and sober day for me so, I'm being serious here lol.
These past weeks, I've been watching lots videos of religion vs atheism, simulation theories, the meaning of life and the universe, what happens after death, etc. I'm just obessesed with these topics because I just want answers of my existence, which of course, I will never probably get.
However, some of the videos I've watched mentioned that there was no origin, that "God", "Nothing" or whatever you wanna call it has always been there.
Our minds are not ready to understand how something can come from nothing so we'll never understand what the hell is going on.
Surprisingly, there's a crazy theory which explains that we're all the same person because there's only one mind/consciousness controlling us, experiencing every single possibility of existing at the same time (past, present and future) and everywhere in this vast universe.
Thus, this makes me feel like sh*t because I'm just an irrelevant tiny parasite and random experience of an asshole who decided to make me go through this weird thing called life and all the bad things that had happened to me. How can he/she/it be so selfish? Is perfection so boring? I mean, I can't find any logic or reasons why they created this cruel and flawed world.
Not all of my hope is lost, though. The simulation theory makes a lot of sense and maybe I'll get the answers I want once I log out (die) from this "game".
What do you think about this? Are you and me the same person? Am I just going crazy? Tell me about it! :)
These past weeks, I've been watching lots videos of religion vs atheism, simulation theories, the meaning of life and the universe, what happens after death, etc. I'm just obessesed with these topics because I just want answers of my existence, which of course, I will never probably get.
However, some of the videos I've watched mentioned that there was no origin, that "God", "Nothing" or whatever you wanna call it has always been there.
Our minds are not ready to understand how something can come from nothing so we'll never understand what the hell is going on.
Surprisingly, there's a crazy theory which explains that we're all the same person because there's only one mind/consciousness controlling us, experiencing every single possibility of existing at the same time (past, present and future) and everywhere in this vast universe.
Thus, this makes me feel like sh*t because I'm just an irrelevant tiny parasite and random experience of an asshole who decided to make me go through this weird thing called life and all the bad things that had happened to me. How can he/she/it be so selfish? Is perfection so boring? I mean, I can't find any logic or reasons why they created this cruel and flawed world.
Not all of my hope is lost, though. The simulation theory makes a lot of sense and maybe I'll get the answers I want once I log out (die) from this "game".
What do you think about this? Are you and me the same person? Am I just going crazy? Tell me about it! :)
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