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- Mar 28, 2019
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My father. He humiliates me. I can't leave him anywhere. For many reasons. I'm tired of living like this and I want to die. I'm really tired, he's raping my psyche.
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My father. He humiliates me. I can't leave him anywhere. For many reasons. I'm tired of living like this and I want to die. I'm really tired, he's raping my psyche.
Even then the damage will still make things difficult. I will harbor resentment until i die. But it's worth a try to see how you can manageCut ties completely. Then see how you feel.
I can relate especially to the parent's choice in partners and someone making another person's life a living hell, or contributing to it.Not directly. But my upbringing definately aggravated my situation. Growing up with a distant and uninterested father and witnessing my mother's post marriage failed relationships caused me some serious damage that will never be healed.
Being born with a messed up head like me is one thing. But when you want to ctb because of other people's fault is even worse. I could actually see that as murder. When someone makes another person's life a living hell and the affected person develops a rational wish to ctb then, they are murderers in my book, and should pay for it as such.
Consider that Dutch girl that starved herself to death and lived almost all her life with depression because she was raped several times.
In my opinion these dirty pieces of shit should not only be held accounted for the rape but also for a homicide. They didn't do it but they created the whole scenario that led to the suicide.
But i digress.
So answering the OP's question: no i don't want to do it because of my parents but their lifestyle choices messed me up even more. The several psycopaths they chose as partners after divorce made me get suspicious about basically every human being and caused me to have a bad idea about everyone right of the bat.