Nolan96
Mage
- Feb 12, 2022
- 506
I don't have many regrets. I look back and don't see much I could have done differently. I'm more often surprised things didn't end up worse and think that by luck or reason I somehow avoided the worst offramps that my fate had to offer.
There are things from the past I'm still so attached to, things most people would move on and stop caring about so quickly, some of them considered by many to be so petty that I'm embarrassed to even admit I care so much about them, but I attained them as much as I ever could have. It all feels futile now, both because they're less attainable now than ever and because it increasingly seems meaningless in the grand scheme of things, but I'm still a bit proud of myself for trying so hard and never fully letting go.
I feel like a ghost who doesn't know anymore what resolution my spirit needs in order to move on.
There are things from the past I'm still so attached to, things most people would move on and stop caring about so quickly, some of them considered by many to be so petty that I'm embarrassed to even admit I care so much about them, but I attained them as much as I ever could have. It all feels futile now, both because they're less attainable now than ever and because it increasingly seems meaningless in the grand scheme of things, but I'm still a bit proud of myself for trying so hard and never fully letting go.
I feel like a ghost who doesn't know anymore what resolution my spirit needs in order to move on.