bunny_brownie9
so terribly lost
- Jan 1, 2024
- 176
before I was properly medicated, I had no issue with SI. I took a big OD with no problems (although tbh I did call for help afterwards because I got scared), and I had no problems jumping onto live train tracks waiting to be hit + other acts.
Since being on meds, I have moments of the complete inability to attempt without problems. It isn't all the time, but I feel like this even though I feel as bad as I did I inmedicated. Is this even a thing?
I feel like coming off my meds could be a good plan.
I have achieved nothing in my 22 years alive and I just don't want it anymore.
I know I can CTB regardless, but every so often these feelings happen.
I may just be insane but idk.
Since being on meds, I have moments of the complete inability to attempt without problems. It isn't all the time, but I feel like this even though I feel as bad as I did I inmedicated. Is this even a thing?
I feel like coming off my meds could be a good plan.
I have achieved nothing in my 22 years alive and I just don't want it anymore.
I know I can CTB regardless, but every so often these feelings happen.
I may just be insane but idk.