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- Jan 6, 2025
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A day ago, I had a dream about myself in my past life, being a supporter and aiding many thousands to millions of children in a beautiful house and providing for them like their faith god mother, and being a mermaid in another while being bullied, remembering the deep waters again and diving as deep as I could, and today, as I am trying to still sleep, these occurred, and I wrote more in detail, but I was transported to a familiar show I finished watching and long time ago and don't want to watch it as much as I don't have interest with it, Scream Queens 2.
My dream update… perhaps my most freakiest one of all currently:
I saw a young girl and she broke the fourth wall of a girl from another dimension who was me, she was staring at me, she communicated to me telling me it's time for us to get up and to not disturb the forth wall, all while hearing her running and laughing and having fun before she communicated with me when she opened the door and she tried to get out of the door. The second dreamscape, I was working a job I was bad at and it was registering plates at the tables for customers but I got overwhelmed and I was a teen here, and my boss was so made at me and I felt my life would be in danger, and this second dreamscape, it happened…
There was a this job training center to correct my mistakes, and I barely had any enthusiasm , and we were using roller coaster sort of mechanics like the one where you have to place a penny to ride the machine to ride you but it was faster and I felt my heart racing faster and then I had teleported to this movie set, Scream Queens 2, I believe I was the main actress, lol, but the thing was this guy was a serial killer, and he was showing us flames, someone's heart on fire, and he was burning his burning and my heart was beating so fast I literally felt I was dying in it and it was slowing down and next thing, the flames stopped, and his heart was outside of his chest for an operation, I was on the hospital room again, and felt his heart move outside of his body and I was screaming so loud and literally felt I was screaming outside my lungs while my heart was slowly beating down until I was almost dead until I woke up…
I didn't sleep that much today and my dream with my crossover self was sort of like a dystopian thriller but it did happened and I pictured and saw it very clearly…
So yeah.
That's my dream…
Also, two days ago my dream shared that I would receive my tracking number as I was waiting on that, and it literally came despite it looking entirely different in the dream.
My dream update… perhaps my most freakiest one of all currently:
I saw a young girl and she broke the fourth wall of a girl from another dimension who was me, she was staring at me, she communicated to me telling me it's time for us to get up and to not disturb the forth wall, all while hearing her running and laughing and having fun before she communicated with me when she opened the door and she tried to get out of the door. The second dreamscape, I was working a job I was bad at and it was registering plates at the tables for customers but I got overwhelmed and I was a teen here, and my boss was so made at me and I felt my life would be in danger, and this second dreamscape, it happened…
There was a this job training center to correct my mistakes, and I barely had any enthusiasm , and we were using roller coaster sort of mechanics like the one where you have to place a penny to ride the machine to ride you but it was faster and I felt my heart racing faster and then I had teleported to this movie set, Scream Queens 2, I believe I was the main actress, lol, but the thing was this guy was a serial killer, and he was showing us flames, someone's heart on fire, and he was burning his burning and my heart was beating so fast I literally felt I was dying in it and it was slowing down and next thing, the flames stopped, and his heart was outside of his chest for an operation, I was on the hospital room again, and felt his heart move outside of his body and I was screaming so loud and literally felt I was screaming outside my lungs while my heart was slowly beating down until I was almost dead until I woke up…
I didn't sleep that much today and my dream with my crossover self was sort of like a dystopian thriller but it did happened and I pictured and saw it very clearly…
So yeah.
That's my dream…
Also, two days ago my dream shared that I would receive my tracking number as I was waiting on that, and it literally came despite it looking entirely different in the dream.
. I truly wish to know what it means and hope someone can explain this and I hope not :((… Hehe yeah (it just happens I have very related dreams) 
and gosh so amazing I want to meet them so badly… Oh, I am just interested in knowing if this is confirmation for my ctb. And yes :>
Also, I remember things easily but I forget along the way because of trauma sadly, but I did my best to recount the dreams I had this week so far and all were related to something… all deeply synchronized somehow…
