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worldexploder

worldexploder

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The psychiatrist was very nice this time around. We talked about a number of topics including the right to die....and he agreed with my viewpoint!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't worry I DIDNT mention this website or anything but I talked with him some about my manifesto I'm trying to write. He said himself when he gets alittle older he may think about ending it all himself HOLY SHIT!

Anyways, I got my beer. Gonna be singing to my shoes today!
 
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Funny side story - We live on a hill with interconnected roads. Down the hill, which is the easiest way to the main road, was blocked due to construction workers are filling up pot holes. We had to take the long way around to get to the highway. We had to come back the same way to get to our house.

We were stopped by this "crossing guard" telling us we had to turn around and go back the other way (even though that area was blocked). My aunt explained that we lived 5 houses down and there was no trucks there. Then the woman said "well can I see the house"?

Then I jumped in and said "just because you wear a reflective jacket and wave little orange flags around doesn't make you a god. We are going home bitch!"....them my aunt drove off. She was annoyed at her too.
 
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Terminally drunk

Terminally drunk

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lol i had the same thing tryna go to my mates for a drink awhile ago. some guy in a truck opposite road reckoned it was too flooded to go through. i still drove through it. car bogged out cause i went to fast. best too go slow through water. some ass smashed my window weeks before. i was bogged out in the flood after trying an some 4x4 drove past an i just got swamped by the water splashing into the car lol. what a ass. moral of the story if theres a will theres a way =). i made it too the mates for a drink.
 
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lol i had the same thing tryna go to my mates for a drink awhile ago. some guy in a truck opposite road reckoned it was too flooded to go through. i still drove through it. car bogged out cause i went to fast. best too go slow through water. some ass smashed my window weeks before. i was bogged out in the flood after trying an some 4x4 drove past an i just got swamped by the water splashing into the car lol. what a ass. moral of the story if theres a will theres a way =). i made it too the mates for a drink.
Damn dude! Glad you made it home safe. My aunt was driving and I wasn't drinking yet when this happened. But yeah that woman was a genuine bitch. I made my aunt laugh because of how I told her off. What's she gonna do? Tase us and send in the SWAT Team? Surprised she didn't ask us to goosestep our way home. Lol
 
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I'm glad that it went well @worldexploder . I don't think I'd be brave enough to do that if I ever saw a psychiatrist or anyone in the mental health profession as it's too risky for me. I haven't seen a therapist or mental health professional in over half a year and I don't plan on it either. Nothing they say would change my stance. Anyways, enjoy your beer and hope things continue to go well for you.
 
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I'm glad that it went well @worldexploder . I don't think I'd be brave enough to do that if I ever saw a psychiatrist or anyone in the mental health profession as it's too risky for me. I haven't seen a therapist or mental health professional in over half a year and I don't plan on it either. Nothing they say would change my stance. Anyways, enjoy your beer and hope things continue to go well for you.
Thank you so much! I only do it for the meds and to keep my SSI. I can pretty much gauge gow people will react if I tell them things like how I believe in the right to die. I was however surprised that he is planning on CTB someday when he no longer feels like living. He is perfectly content with the Swiss, Belgium, and the Netherlands model. Unlike that fuck of a councilor I saw 2 years ago when I talked to him about it at that government ran place.

He gave me a prescription for all my medicine including Wellbutrin. Never tried it but allowed it as long as he prescribed my Paxil. Also he recommended CBD in pill form. It's legal because it doesn't have THC in it. I'm gonna check it out.

This dude is rogue as fuck! Considered the best in the state. THIS is why I picked private practice over some government ran POS place. Yeah sometimes he can be an asshole but when he's cool like this it makes up for it. He also doubled my Xanax when I first saw him.

EDIT: also I took 2mg of Xanax before I left. Prob were the courage came from.
 
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blueming

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Sep 21, 2018
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I'm glad your appointment went well, your psychiatrist seems very openminded! It's nice that he understands your views :)
 
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I'm glad your appointment went well, your psychiatrist seems very openminded! It's nice that he understands your views :)
Thank you so much! He really is.
 
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I think my psychiatrist respects me because I'm very good at explaining my position to him. Seems like he believes I know myself pretty well. Once again, I got a therapist to talk to me like a college instead of a patient-client. Gotta be good with semantics. Not to brag, but I am very charismatic. I talk better than I type and I strongly believe in what I am saying.
 
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nzdarkshark

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Sep 4, 2018
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Awesome that things went smoothly! Sounds like an interesting discussion you had there - if only more 'professionals' were like that :')

Hope you enjoyed your drinks - though I'm sure that is a silly question haha.
 
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Awesome that things went smoothly! Sounds like an interesting discussion you had there - if only more 'professionals' were like that :')

Hope you enjoyed your drinks - though I'm sure that is a silly question haha.
Thank you. I'm getting a real good buzz going. Got 5 more tall boys left.
 
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Thank you. I'm getting a real good buzz going. Got 5 more tall boys left.
Go for it dude haha - you deserve it :) Get some good vibes going - they're hard to get in a world like this.
 
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Go for it dude haha - you deserve it :) Get some good vibes going - they're hard to get in a world like this.
Thank ya man! I know I'll be back to my neurotic self tomorrow but ya know everyone deserves at least ONE day out of the week were they can stop the pain.
 
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Thank ya man! I know I'll be back to my neurotic self tomorrow but ya know everyone deserves at least ONE day out of the week were they can stop the pain.

Definitely - everyone deserves a little sunshine in this dark world we live in -v-
 
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