new life

new life

Experienced
Feb 11, 2020
276
Hopefully the crisis team let me have leave from my section 2 this morning. If they do they will monitor me for a few days and then leave me alone. Hopefully full discharge on monday. Its just a game of pretending i am ok so they leave me alone to go through with my plan which is CO poisoning in august. Wish me luck. If i get leave i am going to the shop called GoOutdoors to look at tents first thing.
I will post photos later.

Update. Yes they are letting me go as they think I am better. I have to see them every 2 days for about a week. So i have to keep playing along for now as they can bring me back into hospital if they think i am not better. After that they will leave me alone completely to ctb by CO poisoning in August. Off to GoOutdoors to look at tents (photos coming soon). They think I am staying at my mums but i am not, staying on my own at my flat.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: highlyvolatile and xBrialesana
J

Jessamine

Specialist
Oct 28, 2019
352
Hopefully the crisis team let me have leave from my section 2 this morning. If they do they will monitor me for a few days and then leave me alone. Hopefully full discharge on monday. Its just a game of pretending i am ok so they leave me alone to go through with my plan which is CO poisoning in august. Wish me luck. If i get leave i am going to the shop called GoOutdoors to look at tents first thing.
I will post photos later.

Update. Yes they are letting me go as they think I am better. I have to see them every 2 days for about a week. So i have to keep playing along for now as they can bring me back into hospital if they think i am not better. After that they will leave me alone completely to ctb by CO poisoning in August. Off to GoOutdoors to look at tents (photos coming soon). They think I am staying at my mums but i am not, staying on my own at my flat.
How come you chose August?
 
new life

new life

Experienced
Feb 11, 2020
276
It is after my holiday and gives me enough time to visit all the places i want to, also the campsites are not open for summer untill then. You cant camp or light a bbq in this weather without difficulty.
I am so glad they are releasing me after two days
 
Last edited:
J

Jessamine

Specialist
Oct 28, 2019
352
Cool! Where are you based where campsites aren't open till August? In the uk they're open most of the year.. camping in mud and rain classic British tradition:-)
 
new life

new life

Experienced
Feb 11, 2020
276
I went to the campsite and spoke to the manager. As it is a campsite at like this bed and breakfast place they dont open till august, as that is when they are staffed. I am in Derbyshire. Bit yeah most of them are open all year. mud and rain classic british weather. I do not camp usually ut this is the most peacefull, and has less pain thats why i am ctb this way.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: Jessamine
new life

new life

Experienced
Feb 11, 2020
276
So they want me to take vitamin D tablets. I dont think so, i dont want any help what do they not understand. I already take sertraline which does not work. However to play along I have accepted the tablets but I am not taking them. I just cant wait until its my turn to go.
 

Similar threads

L
Replies
8
Views
177
Suicide Discussion
LittleJem
L
dust-in-the-wind
Replies
9
Views
303
Suicide Discussion
NegevChina
NegevChina
Silverstars
Replies
7
Views
214
Recovery
Silverstars
Silverstars
lost_one
Replies
0
Views
38
Suicide Discussion
lost_one
lost_one