
blueming
if we can stand outside the borders of time
- Sep 21, 2018
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I am so very confused, and frankly annoyed right now as this just adds yet another thing to my list of worries. I recently self-referred to talking therapies, specifically because I had my first ever panic attack recently and I wanted to know how to cope with the anxiety of having more. They got back to me after a week or so to tell me that I had been discharged from their service due to being referred to a personality disorder pathway for BPD (or EUPD in the UK). This already shocked me because no mention of personality disorders has ever been mentioned to me by any mental health service. It was so out of the blue, and it really fucked with my head so I searched up all the symptoms for EUPD to check if they applied to me, and they don't. The only ones that do are depression and suicidal thoughts which if that were the criteria we must all have personality disorders lol. I thought since it was only a referral, maybe they had made a mistake? Then I get another letter saying that I already have a diagnosis for a personality disorder which is why they can't accept me.
I have never been assessed for any kind of personality disorder. Apparently they diagnosed me with this in July last year after I was discharged from a hospital due to a suicide attempt. Is it legal to diagnose someone with a mental health disorder without a formal assessment, and not tell them about it for almost a year? Had I not self-referred to therapy, I might've never known about this. I have sent them emails asking who on earth made this diagnosis, why I wasn't told anything about it and I've requested my medical records, but they have not replied to me yet. I want answers but I don't know what to do next.
I have never been assessed for any kind of personality disorder. Apparently they diagnosed me with this in July last year after I was discharged from a hospital due to a suicide attempt. Is it legal to diagnose someone with a mental health disorder without a formal assessment, and not tell them about it for almost a year? Had I not self-referred to therapy, I might've never known about this. I have sent them emails asking who on earth made this diagnosis, why I wasn't told anything about it and I've requested my medical records, but they have not replied to me yet. I want answers but I don't know what to do next.