TheHatedOne
Death is salvation
- Sep 26, 2021
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I'm female born but I never liked to be such. I never liked to be girly or do girly things. When I was a child I liked blue and hated pink. I never liked the idea of ''housewife'' and just be a baby machine and take care of children and of the house. I hate women fashion and clothes, how thin and transparent and unpractical they are. I don't like make up, doing nails, skin care etc. At one point I thought I was transgender but the idea was too extreme imo and a matter of too much effort and money for surgeries who could be painful plus me being scared and coward of course and too much bureaucracy plus living in a shithole that discriminates against anything LGBT+.
But then I thought more about how I'd be a man and that's when it hit me. I couldn't really visualize myself as a man, I felt like I didn't want to be a man either. That's how I found about non-binary. That's when I realized that you don't have to be in the gender binarity and that's okay if you don't feel like either woman or man. Gender binarity is just made up bullshit so that humans have a new category of people to shame and judge and bully and to further make life complicated and painful. We thrive on pain man.
You like being a woman? Good. You like being a man? Good. You like to be something else other than these two? Good again! We should accept everyone regardless of what they identify as, like people actually get hurt about the decisions someone else takes in life???? How low can someone descend to be so hurt about someone else's life???
The fact that everything in life is based around the genitals one has down there proves me that socially we're still in the dark ages, if not worse. Think about it: colors, fashion, careers, hobbies, house chores, food, games, music, movies, any bullshit imaginable.
I'm not a woman, I'm not a man, I'm MYSELF. I do whatever I want and I will punch you in the face if you disregard how I identify just because I have a vagina down there. Fuck, if I have enough money in the future to do a surgery to shutdown my vagina what will you say then?? (I'm addressing here to those bigots who think everything has to be based around genitals).
So yeah, it sucks that I live in a very conservative country and my non-binary identity is pretty much secret irl (except for the fashion statement). It also hurts that my native language doesn't have gender neutral pronouns (I use they/them and occasionally she/her but I won't go insane if you misgender me. Another misconception those bigots have.)
I'm sorry for the ramble. I'm really curious if there are other people like me.
Edit: Also think about it. Forcing 8 billion people to be assigned to one of the two genders is so fucking stupid. 8 billion people vs 2 genders like everyone else is different man I dont' wanna sound cliche but it's the truth. How do you know that everyone's gonna be okay with that decision? Let 'em be whatever they want man.
But then I thought more about how I'd be a man and that's when it hit me. I couldn't really visualize myself as a man, I felt like I didn't want to be a man either. That's how I found about non-binary. That's when I realized that you don't have to be in the gender binarity and that's okay if you don't feel like either woman or man. Gender binarity is just made up bullshit so that humans have a new category of people to shame and judge and bully and to further make life complicated and painful. We thrive on pain man.
You like being a woman? Good. You like being a man? Good. You like to be something else other than these two? Good again! We should accept everyone regardless of what they identify as, like people actually get hurt about the decisions someone else takes in life???? How low can someone descend to be so hurt about someone else's life???
The fact that everything in life is based around the genitals one has down there proves me that socially we're still in the dark ages, if not worse. Think about it: colors, fashion, careers, hobbies, house chores, food, games, music, movies, any bullshit imaginable.
I'm not a woman, I'm not a man, I'm MYSELF. I do whatever I want and I will punch you in the face if you disregard how I identify just because I have a vagina down there. Fuck, if I have enough money in the future to do a surgery to shutdown my vagina what will you say then?? (I'm addressing here to those bigots who think everything has to be based around genitals).
So yeah, it sucks that I live in a very conservative country and my non-binary identity is pretty much secret irl (except for the fashion statement). It also hurts that my native language doesn't have gender neutral pronouns (I use they/them and occasionally she/her but I won't go insane if you misgender me. Another misconception those bigots have.)
I'm sorry for the ramble. I'm really curious if there are other people like me.
Edit: Also think about it. Forcing 8 billion people to be assigned to one of the two genders is so fucking stupid. 8 billion people vs 2 genders like everyone else is different man I dont' wanna sound cliche but it's the truth. How do you know that everyone's gonna be okay with that decision? Let 'em be whatever they want man.
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