Anyone wanna talk and post something peaceful

[CuriousAboutThis]

I don't really plan on CTB unless your live within Wisconsin I don't think I can truly die on my own I'll keep living for whatever the reason or lack of reason but anyone here wonder why we are alive and not dead not trying to appear as if I want attention.

 

[21Neberg]

I wonder all the time why I'm still alive.

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

I wonder all the time why I'm still alive.

You think and or know if some of us would be better off dead whatever the unbeknownst reason for me not CTB or killing myself am I just too much of a coward to do it I only did 32 Benadryls which now I know isn't really enough to die and of course once the panic sets in then the regret sets in and once that happens the survival instincts kick in and now I don't know how I shall play this out live or die painlessly and or peacefully. Loneliness doesn't really bother me but I know emptiness does it creates that hallow feeling of nothingness.

 

[21Neberg]

You think and or know if some of us would be better off dead whatever the unbeknownst reason for me not CTB or killing myself am I just too much of a coward to do it I only did 32 Benadryls which now know isn't really enough to die and of course once the panic sets in then the regret sets in and once that happens the survival instincts kick in and now I don't know how I shall play this out live or die painlessly and or peacefully. Loneliness doesn't really bother me but I know emptiness does it creates that hallow feeling of nothingness.

You should practice your method, so that when you do attempt you're less likely to have a panic attack and start hindering your attempt. I hope you find peace soon.

 

[Going Home]

Peace and freedom.

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

You should practice your method, so that when you do attempt you're less likely to have a panic attack and start hindering your attempt. I hope you find peace soon.

I do have a partner maybe I should just email him and let him know I should just get on with it a shotgun to the back of a skull is one hell of a way to go but of course I never done such a thing I am still living for reasons known such as family and friends and maybe in hopes of having a girlfriend and a family of my own but I know that if this goes wrong back to a psych ward aka looney bin for maybe even longer than before but how shall I proceed I am probably looking for approval.

 

[21Neberg]

I do have a partner maybe I should just email him and let him know I should just get on with it a shotgun to the back of a skull is one hell of a way to go but of course I never done such a thing I am still living for reasons known such as family and friends and maybe in hopes of having a girlfriend and a family of my own but I know that if this goes wrong back to a psych ward aka looney bin for maybe even longer than before but how shall I proceed I am probably looking for approval.

Lets look at things from the positive side - a shotgun wound to the head is one of the most effective suicide methods, and its the closest to a 100% success rate you can get! And you've even got a partner!
Thing is with suicide by gun or shotgun, it is extremely hard to overcome the survival instinct. So practice with the gun, and get comfortable with the barrel of the gun against your head.

Suicide by gun often fails and may even lead to heavily injuring yourself and surviving when people flinch at the second they shoot. Their survival instinct suddenly kicks in and they point the gun wrong, causing the bullet to non-fatally shoot through your skull. Watch out for this, and as I said, get comfortable with the gun to overcome your survival instinct.

Best of luck!

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

Lets look at things from the positive side - a shotgun wound to the head is one of the most effective suicide methods, and its the closest to a 100% success rate you can get! And you've even got a partner!
Thing is with suicide by gun or shotgun, it is extremely hard to overcome the survival instinct. So practice with the gun, and get comfortable with the barrel of the gun against your head.

Suicide by gun often fails and may even lead to heavily injuring yourself and surviving when people flinch at the second they shoot. Their survival instinct suddenly kicks in and they point the gun wrong, causing the bullet to non-fatally shoot through your skull. Watch out for this, and as I said, get comfortable with the gun to overcome your survival instinct.

Best of luck!

Maybe I should discuss this with my partner on the email but I am still not certain about this if anything goes wrong which is what I am afraid about I'll email him now.

 

[21Neberg]

Maybe I should discuss this with my partner on the email but I am still not certain about this if anything goes wrong which is what I am afraid about I'll email him now.

With suicide by shotgun, you're dead no matter what UNLESS you flinch at the last second and aim the shotgun incorrectly. Best of luck.

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

John lee hasn't respond via email yet not real name but name via this site my nerves are getting to me maybe I should go for a walk or continue to listening to meditation music.

 

[Meena]

With all the shits in my life i wonder how i am still alive. I must be really brave. Which makes me think of this song. Titanium.

I'm bulletproof nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down but I won't fall, I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium, I am titanium, I am titanium, I am titanium

 

[Faraway1990]

John lee hasn't respond via email yet not real name but name via this site my nerves are getting to me maybe I should go for a walk or continue to listening to meditation music.

I live in Scotland UK so getting a shotgun isn't a viable possibility for me, but if it was me to overcome si id turn it into a "game" psychologicaly play some music rock sing a long dancing a little and with the gun not loaded include putting it to your head and pulling the trigger after a couple times or so do it with the gun loaded and it will be lights out.