anyone tried to successfully CTB from a car accident (that doesn't involve harming other people)

[glitterypearls]

I'm thinking I should learn the basics of driving so I can drive a car into a cliff or a lamp on the street in an empty area. I wonder how successful it would be. I don't want to harm other people of course but seem like its my only option. I can innocently say I'm going for a drive and just do it.


for context : SN is illegal in my country. finding is almost impossible so cant OD, no hanging because I live with my aunt now who won't leave me alone snd she open my packages. guns are illegal here too, there is no trains in the small city I live in. CO2 is impossible she knows I want to CTB and this is a popular method we just watched it in a netflix show together. I have no options besides stabbing and car crash. am I missing another method?

she is making CTBing impossible for me and I want to do it now. I can't even lock my bathroom or bedroom door anymore. if I'm in the bathroom for more than 10 mins she would open the door or knock till I open it. I want a way out. either I let her do this or they sent me to a ward. wards here are hell so I will never want to go there.

I was planning to travel to europe or the US to get SN there but she won't let me travel alone lol I trusted someone with my plans to CTB and they told my family so I'm fucked now

 

[lovesickness]

Someone I've known used a car to suicide, but the car crash itself wasn't what killed him. Idk I don't feel comfortable sharing what exactly happend, also I might dox myself because there are news articles and reports about the incident.