tomz323
Walking to the bus stop
- Mar 29, 2019
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tried? as in coming near to the ledge?
I have. I was very determined to do it in January, took a bus to a bridge at the coast, and as soon I got out of the bus I realized the wind was crazy strong, throwing me here and there. still, I walked to the bridge, but then the wind became so strong I couldnt make even a step forward, to get to the middle of the bridge. I was barely able to go back and hitch a ride. after that, in the coming weeks I tried finding a good spot, somewhere in a building, but its stressful here, in my town, walking through other people's buildings + the roofs are locked +there's usually a high fence. anyways, I gave up on jumping for now, It's too distressing to plan it. If I had a great spot and was super, but I mean absolutely unbearably stressed out of my mind, then I would maybe jump. I think I prefer a more dignified/less stressful way to go. (also, the bridge i mentioned is really cool, but some do survive the fall).
I think its not for everyone, its a very active way of dying, the decision has to be really firm and the person has to have a lot of courage. I think the calmer methods enable the person to more or less stay passive, their decision can stay abstract to a certain degree. maybe
I have. I was very determined to do it in January, took a bus to a bridge at the coast, and as soon I got out of the bus I realized the wind was crazy strong, throwing me here and there. still, I walked to the bridge, but then the wind became so strong I couldnt make even a step forward, to get to the middle of the bridge. I was barely able to go back and hitch a ride. after that, in the coming weeks I tried finding a good spot, somewhere in a building, but its stressful here, in my town, walking through other people's buildings + the roofs are locked +there's usually a high fence. anyways, I gave up on jumping for now, It's too distressing to plan it. If I had a great spot and was super, but I mean absolutely unbearably stressed out of my mind, then I would maybe jump. I think I prefer a more dignified/less stressful way to go. (also, the bridge i mentioned is really cool, but some do survive the fall).
I think its not for everyone, its a very active way of dying, the decision has to be really firm and the person has to have a lot of courage. I think the calmer methods enable the person to more or less stay passive, their decision can stay abstract to a certain degree. maybe
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