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maakies

maakies

DOOK
Dec 7, 2021
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Link to Instagram:
https://instagram.com/seerutkchawla?utm_medium=copy_link

I read these and my urge to CTB increased like tenfold. A lot of my real life friends follow her, but something didn't sit right with me. After being thrown through the ringer of the American Psychiatric Institution, I realized it just could be my brain is just so broken that I realized I'll never understand the urge to "get better" or "self-improvement" again. I feel ever so closer to it now more than ever. Or I just need to take more drugs to make the sensation go away.

If someone else feels the desire to repost them please do. I don't like looking at them.

Note: I get a lot of my contracting jobs through Instagram. It's backwards and I hate looking at it, but the alternative is not work and CTB.
 
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For my next trick, I will disappear
Dec 12, 2021
222
Why did they make it be where you need an account to view Instagram! (And the same thing with Facebook) A pity - makes it be a pain. Had to make an account with a throwaway email.
One of her posts said "to remind you of the beauty, vastness & wonder of the world we live in". That's all I had to read to know she is peddling garbage. It didn't get any better after looking at more posts. These sorts of people bother me.
I read these and my urge to CTB increased like tenfold.
I think I feel similarly to how you do in this regard. When I see "self help" or pro life propaganda, I have this visceral reaction of anger, followed by sadness, and then a headache. Works like clockwork, assuming I'm feeling much of anything at all.
 
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maakies

maakies

DOOK
Dec 7, 2021
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Why did they make it be where you need an account to view Instagram! (And the same thing with Facebook) A pity - makes it be a pain. Had to make an account with a throwaway email.
One of her posts said "to remind you of the beauty, vastness & wonder of the world we live in". That's all I had to read to know she is peddling garbage. It didn't get any better after looking at more posts. These sorts of people bother me.

I think I feel similarly to how you do in this regard. When I see "self help" or pro life propaganda, I have this visceral reaction of anger, followed by sadness, and then a headache. Works like clockwork, assuming I'm feeling much of anything at all.
I suppose this is the first time I had the same reaction to some self-help thing. The whole "You're an Adult" line she keeps using is so strange. I mean it's definitely for Type A folks who definitely have main character syndrome, so I should let it pass. The likes it garners worries me that this will be the energy of the future. It's absoutely not for me.
 
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