EricRoche
Member
- Apr 7, 2018
- 75
I think suicidal cases can be divided into:
1.) things can get better but too much effort to make them happen
or
2.) there is very little hope and even though things can get better, I'd have to sacrifice my dignity and mental health.
I think I am at 2. Broke, no money, no one to talk to, no social circle (parents don't talk and threatening to kick me out). I've been turned down for the most basic minimum wage jobs all because I don't have experience or a reference. There is really not a single thing redeemable about myself. Add on top of that the absolute bullshit of most of human society and really, what's the point? I've tried even getting help from doctors regarding mental health, sexual issues (can't orgasm from masturbation) and eye floaters but I just get dismissed. Fuck those cunts.
The only thing stopping me at the moment is a lack of money.
1.) things can get better but too much effort to make them happen
or
2.) there is very little hope and even though things can get better, I'd have to sacrifice my dignity and mental health.
I think I am at 2. Broke, no money, no one to talk to, no social circle (parents don't talk and threatening to kick me out). I've been turned down for the most basic minimum wage jobs all because I don't have experience or a reference. There is really not a single thing redeemable about myself. Add on top of that the absolute bullshit of most of human society and really, what's the point? I've tried even getting help from doctors regarding mental health, sexual issues (can't orgasm from masturbation) and eye floaters but I just get dismissed. Fuck those cunts.
The only thing stopping me at the moment is a lack of money.