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Kitsunefox
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- Oct 28, 2018
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I am here and can evaluate your situation on here or in pms. I like helping others or comforting for the time being
Without going too much into detail about my medical condition, I can tell you that it has no cure and that it completely destroyed my chances of spending my life doing what I'm passionate about... I also suffer from Panic Syndrome which I no longer have the desire to endure since my dream is dead anyway. Suicide is the only option but I'll have to wait a few weeks at the very best, and my disorder tortures me every second but I have to resist for now, I have no choice. I'm scared of dying, of the pain, this whole situation took me by surprise and I'm suffering... My parents are good people but they would absolutely never support my decision to ctb (naturally I suppose), so I have no one to talk to...
... So although this might sound a little silly, can you just send me a virtual hug? Just so I can pretend I had someone physically comfort me and tell me it'll all be over soon
Also, thank you for this opportunity to vent a bit, this was a good distraction and I'll be needing a few of these :)
I'm sending hugs to you dreamer.
I'm in a similar situation regarding my parents. They are absolutely not guilty of my suffering and they've been so supporting, it would be devastating to lose their only child so young. They were just so unlucky to have me as their son. I just wanna tell them about how I really feel, but it would only make them suffer more. I just hope I can deal with it and get a little better at least.
At least i made you laughTo the OP, weren't you asking how to CTB with water just a short time ago?
its Ok, my mood swings go from wanting to CTB immediately to thinking i can survive this throughout the day...At least i made you laugh