Blue LIPS
Ave Satanas
- Jun 28, 2020
- 529
I'll often get a feeling of anger over me and I turn into someone else. For example, my fiancé's mom is a lazy slob, always huffs and puffs, says she's gonna clean this or do that but just lays in bed reading, barely washes her ass but does nothing but pile on dishes or ignore the trash, "ooops I didn't see it" and ALWAYS has an excuse, plays that "well if that wasn't in my way then it wouldn't have happened" "so fucking move it ya goddamn idiot??", damn near blames gravity for things. Anyway, I just did the dishes working myself up talking about it, next thing you know dishes are being smashed, cups flying, and I'm screaming about how I want to beat her with a bat to knock some sense into her inbred ass. I feel like I can't control it and shit just flies out. Doesn't happen all of the time but when it does, it's bad and I don't really know what to do honestly other than avoid avoid avoid. Am I really that bad? Or is this relatable? And now I want to drink and numb myself... woooh typical routine!