I've thought about joining the military
Not to make this dark but it would be a win-win for me. I would love to protect my country and keep everyone safe but it's also comforting to know that my life could be over whenever.
Aside from that, I love the idea of others being happy, free, and just overall enjoying life and that's my reason for wanting to join. I don't know if I ever would because I have other aspirations also, but I really love the idea. I literally love seeing others happy ❤ When others around me are sad, I feel even more sad, empty, and oddly enough lonely so maybe that's where the joy comes from.