I was dying slowly
I've been dying since 18, spent18 years living hell
So disgusting, so many therapies and medicines
So many attempts to recover
Turns out , 18 or 19 years later I discover hormones, turns out I'm okay today, fuck , so many years wasted, and the answer/solution was in a different shelve at the same drugstore, couple meters away.
I can surely attempt to enjoy this feeling good as long as it lasts. The doctor says we can keep it up with different hormones, so I guess I'll see. I have my N just in case.
I couldn't handle school though, well yes but graduated at 27 not at 21 , 22 like most my friends. It was hell.