jodes2
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- Aug 28, 2022
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I don't enjoy anythin anymore and it's a real struggle to full the days. When I watch something on TV I'll have it on for about 5 minutes before I lose interest and end up flicking through SS
Yeah, it means it feels like there's nothing to live for. Who'd have thought boredom could be lethal. Do you have ADHD too or just depression?here I am
i am spending my days on the couch watching silly youtube video or on pornhub.
untill a few day ago i could walk in the forest but now I am back to my work city and it is horrible
i had to doctor put me in sick leave because I could not stand.
I have zero ideas about what to do, anything feels boring
Most of the content you find online feels boring. In this phase I am watching youtube videos on games (mostly skyrim and fallout). Porn also i getting boring, always the same stuff and looking for more extreme videos. Ah on top of this soon I will have to face students which are the most boring thing on the planet. Same stupid questions, same stupid complains, immature and entitled.I know you're new or you'd know it fills the forums. Life has never been less boring and yet people have never been more bored. Sign of the times. Excessive stimulation, can't pay attention to anything for more than five minutes. It's sad really. Killed by entertainment
They've turned people into addicts for profitMost of the content you find online feels boring. In this phase I am watching youtube videos on games (mostly skyrim and fallout). Porn also i getting boring, always the same stuff and looking for more extreme videos. Ah on top of this soon I will have to face students which are the most boring thing on the planet. Same stupid questions, same stupid complains, immature and entitled.
Yes all social and designed to keep people attached to the screen, clickbaits, promoting divise content, etc. This is terrible for a person like me that has anger management issues. It is like cheap beer for an alcoholicThey've turned people into addicts for profit
It's terrible for me too but for slightly different reasons.Yes all social and designed to keep people attached to the screen, clickbaits, promoting divise content, etc. This is terrible for a person like me that has anger management issues. It is like cheap beer for an alcoholic
I want beer nowYes all social and designed to keep people attached to the screen, clickbaits, promoting divise content, etc. This is terrible for a person like me that has anger management issues. It is like cheap beer for an alcoholic
which reasons? if you feel like sharing of courseIt's terrible for me too but for slightly different reasons.
Well put. What is it with losing interest in everything, even of love. Or music sounding like noise, I totally relate. I used to absolutely love music. Beautiful scenes are lost on me as well. Don't get any joy out of holidays so I don't go out.I have struggled with this. Right now, I'm not in the midst of it, thankfully, but I know it really sucks. Some people on here who haven't experienced this numbness denigrate it as easy compared to despair. They are different kinds of terrible. It is hard to explain how it feels unless you've felt it recently.
When I get really bad, I desire nothing, not even a solution to my problems. I just exist in the most minimal sense. Food loses taste. People lose their value in my heart. Music sounds like noise. The sunrise and sunset are just splashes of color against a backdrop no more interesting than the color of gum under my shoe. No stories are compelling; they all describe our pitiful condition of running the hedonic treadmill forever - but I have fallen off that treadmill, and things are actually so much worse for it.
To live is to want. When you can find nothing to want, that scraping desire is all that remains. It is pitiful. Nothing has ever ground down my will to live so effectively.
I didn't do a computer course the year of my username. I'm not allowed to forget it nowwhich reasons? if you feel like sharing of course
Yes I can absolutely relate to this.Well put. What is it with losing interest in everything, even of love. Or music sounding like noise, I totally relate. I used to absolutely love music. Beautiful scenes are lost on me as well. Don't get any joy out of holidays so I don't go out.
Clean eating, exercise, meditation, reading, and stick to hobbies. Mind over matter
I wish it was that simple for me.Clean eating, exercise, meditation, reading, and stick to hobbies. Mind over matter.
My girlfriend would kill me if I ordered some to arrive at her place. Maybe I can have it sent to my old man'sEat some LSD or mushrooms. You'll have fun for a bit.